Emancipation.

Hello JB!

2012-02-09T18:54:00.001+08:00

Currently back in Jaybee! Happy to be here, but it's kinda indescribable. A part of me thinks 3 weeks is just too short to enjoy a nice holiday back home, at the same time I feel kinda restless and bored in JB. (Maybe the change is quite drastic, from the stressed up life in Manipal to life in JB in which I don't really need to do anything :) )

Aware that I haven't been blogging for such a long time. Sometimes I feel guilty too. Haha. But it has been really hard for me to squeeze time. Since I'm now 'goyang kaki-ing' in Malaysia, I can't make any excuses. Haha. I'll try to blog bit by bit from where I left off. :)

After quite a while :)

2011-11-13T04:40:00.000+08:00

I simply can't get to sleep though I know that I'll need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow morning. Restless on a Saturday night?

I know I haven't been blogging since I took off from Malaysia to Manipal, my new home. But it's really difficult to squeeze time to write. So from now on, blogging will belong to restless nights. :)

Been occupied by so many things that sometimes I find joy a luxury. Been so stressed up the past week that I even cried. Thanks to you all who cheered me up, especially SingYen. Can't do without you :)

Today Dr.B very kindly 'reminded' me that Blocks are only one week away. Thank you very much Dr.B. Stress is treating me 'awesomely'. I suck at dealing with stress. I never liked studying, and I never studied like this before. Hopefully I can make it through without letting myself down. Jiayous C.

Countdown-ing

2011-08-29T01:02:00.003+08:00

Finally. I would say. In two weeks' time I'll be starting my university life, far far away. The past few months I've been waiting and passing time, hoping that the day will come soon. And time has been ticking away. 9 months of holiday is tiring. Tired of waiting, tired of staying at home, tired of thinking why I'm not allowed to go out, have fun, and enjoy the last few weeks in Malaysia. Fml.

I think almost everyone has settled down in their new lives, so I'm sorta forgetten. Rot rot rot, rot away at home. Trying not to mind so much, but I never succeed.

Been excited since the decision of accepting the offer was made. Happy that I was to start school, make new friends, study, learn new things, and stuff. But as the days come nearer, the worries begin. All sorts. I'm not gonna rant here. But in my diary instead.

Till now, I still have regrets about my choice. Actually didn't really have a choice. The offer came first, and there was a short time limit for me to accept the offer. It's God's plan. He knows I'll be undecided and tempted by other offer, and as a result make a wrong choice. So it this is what happened. But nothing can be done now. It's THE PATH I suppose. So even though I was quite dejected after hearing good news from other (maybe better) choices, all's set.

Been busy these days preparing. Have to see Dr.Lou lot more frequent cos I'm not gonna see him till February. Been in an extremely bad mood too. And Dad & Mum are making it worse. They've been nagging like never before. Like they're nagging for the next six months at one go. And giving super in-constructive advice for my packing.Been repeating the same things for weeks and talking to me like I'm some 3 year old kid. Feel like committing suicide. Grr.

I think I can't arrange my thoughts properly now. And I don't feel like talking to others right now.

Happy 2 weeks, my new friend! :)

2011-08-10T16:01:00.003+08:00

Spent 2 weeks with my new friend. Haven't decided whether to make it a 'he' or 'she'. Haha. At first wanted to get Galaxy Ace, but didn't want to spend so much, so decided on getting a Galaxy Mini.

But didn't know it was too popular or what. Asked around everywhere. No ready stock everywhere, had to wait at least one week. >< Since I was supposed to accompany mum for her medical checkup in Singapore, so hunted for it there :) NO STOCK EVERYWHERE TOO. But placed a booking with MobileSquare in Far East. Cheapest price in Sg I reckon :)

^Original in sealed box!
(It was opened by my aunt when she collected it for me)

^Deboxing is always fun! Though I couldn't do the honours of breaking the seal :D

^Everything!

I have not taken off the plastic on the screen yet. Gonna get a good screen protector before I dare to take it off. I don't think it's Gorilla Glass. XD

I didn't regret getting this instead of Ace. :) There's swype, I can make do with the camera, and I could download lotsa great apps from App Market. It's really good enough. Even mum was impressed with all the functions it holds. :)

And it's in steel grey! Cooler compared to the lime green or the white variety :D

(Y)

Only one wish of mine - Hope it lasts! :)

Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows P2

2011-08-09T00:12:00.005+08:00

Rewind: 23 July 2011

I didn't watch the Harry Potter movies since the Goblet of Fire, as I didn't really like the way the movies deviated from the books. So, I missed the subsequent movies. But this time, I couldn't miss this! (:

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2! Deathly Hallows was my favourite book, and I immensely enjoyed the puzzle within. (:

Since this was the final movie, I should catch it. But it seemed that everyone watched it, or were going to watch it with their friends. Finally realised that eyra hasn't watched it yet, so we went to watch it in Perling Mall.

Why Perling Mall? Near. Haha. Lazy to go all the way to CS or Tebrau to catch a movie. And Perling Mall was renovated not long ago. So I thought it should be okay.

Went to Pei Ling's house, and she drove us there :) First time I rode in her car. Then met up with Eyra in Perling Mall. Haha. Had some trouble deciding what to eat. That's the problem with that place. Only 3 restaurants after Sedap Corner shut down. So not much choice :X So we settled with McD in the end. Pei Ling watched the movie already, so she left after lunch.

So we watched.

It was a great movie... if I put the whole book behind me. Far too many parts were different from the book, and far too many interesting parts were left out.

Too much running. I would prefer more battling scenes. Haha.It was Harry who thought about asking the Grey Lady, not Luna. And the diadem should be placed on a warlock's head or something like that, as Harry placed it there when he hid his Potions book. But in the movie it was in a box. Tsk. And Ollivander didn't know anything about the Deathly Hallows, but Ollivander in the movie knew. And I found the part where the Goblin was imperiused funny. It shouldn't be so obvious. >< And the part where Neville killed Nagini wasn't right too. Lots more. I couldn't remember all of the parts.

But there is one part which deviated from the book that I did like. The part where Snape visited the Potter's house after James & Lily Potter were killed. I almost cried when Snape held Lily in his arms, with baby Harry in the background. That was a great addition. (Y) Touching much.

"After all this time?" "Always."

Snape's the real hero of the series, some say. And I kinda agree :)

And there's another hero :)

Isn't he handsome? :D

All in all, had a great day! :)

6.8.11

2011-08-05T20:44:00.001+08:00

一直都在.

Spot on.

2011-07-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

I guessed it right again. As always.
My intuition never fails.(:
You really do like her.
But you shouldn't. She's famous for the pain she causes.
And it seems that you've been too close for comfort.

Rewind: 11 June 2011

2011-07-02T00:18:00.005+08:00

11 June 2011

Went out with my girl BFFs to our most frequent hangout place - Jusco Bukit Indah. Haha. Actually Pei Ling and I had a craving for Shilin Chicken Chop since dunno how long ago. So we planned to get it settled once and for all. Hahaha. Asked Eyra out too. :)

Didn't know that Poh Pei's worked at Jusco. I had the shock of my life when I passed by her shop. Haha. Eyra didn't tell us about it (meant it as a surprise), but we found out ourselves. Padan muka datang lambat lar. Haha.

So we did have our Shilin Chicken Chop. Yum yum. Three of us shared one, and we talked as we ate with Poh Pei on one of the seats. Haha. And took pictures as well. Didn't care that there were people walking by. Chatted till Poh Pei had to get back to work :) Continued our chat at the dessert shop (I don't know its name) and we sat there and talked for like.. more than an hour? Haha.

A good day chatting with BFFs totally made my day. :) Photos here! And we planned another outing on the 25th, but it turned out to be different from our initial plan. Heh. Will get to that another day! :)

Rewind: 8 June 2011

2011-07-01T21:56:00.006+08:00

Social networking really connects people. Heh. Just like how Twitter connects us Twitter buds! If we don't count those primary classmates' meeting everyday in Raymond's car, this is the first ever gathering I went to since graduating from primary. Heh.

So we did meet! We went to Jasmine's place for Karaoke. Better than RedBox, KBox, whatever box la. It was damn funny. We sang all those chinese oldies and primary era songs instead of all the pop songs! Add ice made the songs super funny! Haha. Reminiscing primary at the same time with our ~~gossip~~ chats. Sang from 2+ to 7, until we went for dinner.

Had dinner at some high class mamak near Jas's place, as the restaurant she wanted to bring us to wasn't open. Food was quite nice.. especially the Sup Tulang Kambing! Haha. But didn't really get to enjoy the food. Kept on being distracted by the Monopoly Deal we were playing! First time I played it though the game was also in SSD. Jakun banyak. I think the shop assistants found us weird. Heh. Never mind, we don't live there anyway. :D They'll only see us once! HAHAHAHA.

I didn't know why I agreed to meet up with them, as I'm usually against super awkward primary gatherings. Maybe we really do 'click'. Heh. (:

T'was really a happy happy day! :D But pity we didn't take any pics.

P/S: Thanks Ah Sit for fetching me! (:
& thanks Jas for playing host! (:

Take care Qing

2011-06-30T21:41:00.001+08:00

I'm back. But not to tell stories. Heh. It's the last day of June. Which means.. tomorrow is the first day of July. Qing's leaving to Aussie. ):

Qing. Thanks for always being there for me. Thanks for talking to me about everything, from Korean dramas to crap to rubbish to Niu. Miss the crazy times in Ausmat and in SA. Also the gossip night when we stayed over at your place. Making disgusting sushi too. Heh.

Haha. Take care in Aussie kay. Don't cry so much anymore. New place, new life. (: Jiayous in your studies and have fun picking fruits during your break! :)

Prefect ♥s you!

I'll be back! :)

2011-06-29T00:51:00.002+08:00

I haven't been into serious blogging for quite some time. (: If we don't count those random updates. Haha.
Since my official last day at Super (10th June), I've been out every single day!
Dental appointments, bank, getting my documents done, parents'day rehearsal, church, badminton, and outings!
So much so that my parent's are erm.. 'displeased'.
So please try not to ask me out at the moment, okay? :)

I'll be back in no time (hopefully) to write about the fun things I did the past two weeks. Tunggu saya kay? :)

23.6.11

2011-06-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

I've decided...

Not to let you know my feelings.

I'll be better for you and me. :)

Bye bye :)

2011-06-14T21:13:00.003+08:00

I'm officially out of job now. :)
It's hard to decide whether I love or hate the job. Maybe both?
Yet, I became used to it. Used to seeing the kids, seeing my colleagues, and doing what I do day after day.
Life without these feels like there's something missing.
To think about it, I really miss them.
Miss them telling me what had happened in school, what happened at home, and everything else they liked to share with me.
I loved listening. It made me feel like a friend.

I wonder how are you kids doing too. I didn't tell some of you. Especially the lower primary ones. I didn't know how to. Sorry.

Sorry for the harsh scolding all the time. I had to. :)

Even without me, be good please :)

Review: Luau Party Games Pack

2011-05-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Luau Party Games Pack from Python Printable Games,a review.

http://cheryl-plankton.tumblr.com/post/5390429331/luau-party-games-pack

By me. :)

Review: Monkey T-shirt by www.tshirtprinting.net

2011-05-08T09:35:00.002+08:00

Monkey t-shirt from www.tshirtprinting.net,a review.

http://cheryl-plankton.tumblr.com/post/5219714431/monkey-t-shirt

By me. :)

晚安的秘密...

2011-05-02T19:58:00.004+08:00

《晚安的秘密...》

你有和喜欢的人聊到很晚的经历么？
你有和他/她说完晚安才关机睡觉的习惯么？
那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密~

有一天，天堂放假，一个天使来到人间，为了化解自己的无聊，对一个女孩说，我可以实现

你一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……

女孩想得很认真，天使有些害怕，如果她说一些他实现不了的愿望，会很没面子。总之一定要让她看到天使是多么厉害，我要她崇拜我，我要让她感激我。

“我想每天睡前都能听到你对我说晚安！”

天使惊讶于如此简单的愿望，忽然有一种大材小用的感慨。“好，这很容易！”天使根本没有多想，就如此轻易的答应了。女孩也就欢欣雀跃，满心期待着愿望一天一天实现。

晚上，在qq上，天使对女孩说：“晚安！”还画了一个“：*”，说这是给她的晚安kiss。女孩也就满足的睡去，梦都散发着甜甜的味道。

也偶尔，网关断了，天使也会打个电话给她，对她说晚安，并在电话的另一端亲她的额头，祝她好梦。

不知是从何时开始，天使要开始忙自己的事情了，他或许是太忙了，连说晚安的时间都没有了。于是，每天晚上，女孩都满怀期待的等着自己的晚安，却每晚都在失落中入睡，梦里，女孩站在远远的地方，看着忙碌的天使，他或许忙得忘记了晚安的约定，或许等他有空了，他会把亏欠的晚安都补给她。最终，天使忙得都忘记了女孩，终于永远的飞走了，带着那许多亏欠的晚安。

很久之后，天堂放假的日子，一大群天使来到人间，他们问女孩，我们可以每人帮你实现一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……

女孩却没有说出自己的愿望，她知道，这是个简单到无法实现的愿望，哪怕是天使，也不能。

真正的天使其实是这个女孩子自已的本身,而晚安只是告诉你,我会想你！

晚安：wan an！
把这个词的中文拼音拆开，分别是：我爱你，爱你！
晚安的拼音wan an，拆开来每一个字母都代表一个字就是Wo Ai Ni,Ai Ni——我爱你，爱你！
如果你知道了这个秘密，那么请你：以后聊天后，不要忘了和他说一声：晚安！

现在知道这其中的蕴意，请你们对自己心爱的人在睡觉前说一声——晚安吧~♥

~蓝

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You nak processing sampai bila?

2011-04-30T23:00:00.001+08:00

Zhen TMD fan

2011-04-24T16:42:00.004+08:00

Okay. So I got rejected by USM. Wasn't even called for interview. No dentistry, no pharmacy and not even dietetics. It was really a big blow.

What's left is NUS, AIMST and Manipal. NUS will be known any time now, and its bothering me a lot too. Wondering what course I would get. Wondering whether I could even get in. Met quite a number of fellow applicants on ReCom and Lowyat. Some even have 4.0 with Band 6. Some with strings of A*s. Compared to them, my results are nothing to shout about. Even if I could get in, could I stand the stress studying with all these crazy people?

AIMST. Its one of my top choices. If I could get it it'll be perfect. I could study in a modern and nice campus with good facilities. Stay in Malaysia. Affordable fees. But problem is, places are scarce. Not even enough to accomodate their own foundation students. Will they take me in?

Manipal? I have some doubts now regarding this university. Dad even said that it is not even a university. As the one in Malacca is 'college', while the one in India is 'academy of higher learning'. After much consideration, PIDC seems to be a better choice. The fees are cheaper, and the feedback from current students are quite positive too.

It's bugging me every moment I'm awake. This university thingy. What I can't stand the most is uncertainty. I don't handle it well. Sometimes I think. What's the use of such an ATAR? I can't further my studies in Australia. And not New Zealand. And I may not be able to pursue dentistry if I don't get a place in any of the above universities. I've always wanted to study in Adelaide. But my ambition doesn't allow me to. I have to choose either one. I want to get life. But some circumstances may stand in the way.

I may give up dentistry altogether. But will I regret in future? For not being brave and determined enough to pursue my dream?

I kept holding my tears back during the service today as what Pastor Chuah mentioned was exactly what I was going through. And whilst doing that, I opened my eyes and realised that the Pray and Believe banner was right in front of me. "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer."- Matthew 21:22.

Was that intended by you, Lord?

I.want.a.new.phone

2011-04-07T22:40:00.004+08:00

Nokia phone has gone bonkers.

I want a new phoneeee~!

Samsung Galaxy Ace, okay no?

2.4.2011

2011-04-02T10:45:00.001+08:00

One month. (:

我说,我好像早点上大学. :(

27.2.11

2011-03-27T00:05:00.002+08:00

1. I work each day with mixed feelings. Enjoyable yet unbearable. I can't decide just yet.

2. The stupid chronic coughing fits could not be cured.Torturing me each day.

3. I still don't know what to do with my future. It's like losing confidence day by day. Seeing others struggling with assignments or having fun in university makes it worse. Though it may seem a little exaggerating, but I really feel like I'm wasting away.

21.3.11

2011-03-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

1. We finally talked for the first time.
But you yourself have ruined my first impression towards you.
And there is no way of re-patching it again.

2. Call me tomorrow. Please do. I really really want a place.

23.2.2011

2011-02-24T09:58:00.000+08:00

Currently in no mood to blog nor write.

Hope I can pick up my pace soon.

Lots of stuff waiting for me to do~!

We had fun for CNY!

2011-02-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the absence! :) It's 初十 already. Time passes real fast.
Amanda and Jiajie left for Tassie on Wednesday. Ky's leaving tomorrow. Mien and Manie leaving on 20th. And the KL people gonna leave soon too. I'm starting to miss them already. But nevertheless, here's wishing them best of luck. (: Since we have no choice but to part right (:

So Solhah suggested we go and meet Jiajie for the last time. And we ended up visiting his house. Haha.

Watched them gamble poker and played heart attack together. I kept on losing. Predictable. Hahaha. Never mind. No money involved XD

Had lunch at McD and went to Qing and Sam's house to play. Haha. Watch them gamble again lor. :D And Samantha's muruku very nice :D Haha. Thanks people for letting us have the cookies and food! Yayy. :D

So that was our last gathering. Or one of the last. (:
Take care peeps. (:

What have I been up to? (:

2011-01-29T21:00:00.023+08:00

Hello! Must be wondering what have I been up to. Haha. 2 and a half months since I finished the WACE exam. Didn’t use my brain much ever since. Hmm. Can’t wait for school to start again or something. Or else my brain will get rustier day by day. XD

Okay. So back to the topic. What have I been up to lately?

..... BEEN WATCHING PPS ALL THE TIME! Haha. Until Solhah said in her tweets:

“apa luuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Stop watching please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD” “You've been watching PPS almost every day wey! :s”

Haha. Ma za yo. I’ve been watching non-stop. Because Steph Pei Ling keep on recommending nice Korean dramas to me! Hahahaha. I’ve watched 3 since, 2 more left. XD

Allow me to blabber about these shows for a ‘lil while please (:

Okays. First: Playful Kiss 韩版恶作剧之吻.This was the longest, cause in addition to the 16 episodes, I watch the 7 You tube Special Editions too! Haha.

This drama is nice, sweet and sad. Baek Seung Jo (Kim Hyung Joong) and Oh Ha Ni (Jung So Min) make a pretty cute couple (: There were funny scenes too when Seung Jo returns Ha Ni’s love letter after he corrected and graded it. Haha. And lotsa scenes when Ha Ni keeps on doing weird stuff. Haha. Genius Baek Seung Jo + Troublemaker Oh Ha Ni = ♥ (:

Watch the show and you’ll know how nice it is. I don't wanna reveal too much. Haha. And how pretty is Kim Hyung Joong! I say pretty cause he looks too perfect to be handsome. Haha.

*******

Second: He's beautiful 原来是美男.

This is my Favourite! ! Haha. Cause, nice show, nice songs, nice guys, and nice story! After watching it I finally know where Qing's pigbunny and MeiXian's msn display pic came from. Haha.

The story is about a pair of twins - 高美男 and 高美女. Haha. Ko Mi Nam, a singer had to go to the States for plastic surgery. XD So his manager fot his twin sister to impersonate him. Haha. So she joined A.N.Jell in his place, and had to move in with the other original members - Huang Tae Kyung, Kang Shinwoo, and Jeremy. Haha. In the end, all fell in love with her XD But each love story is special. (: TaeKyung slowly realised his feelings, ShinWoo knew she was a girl from day one, and cared for her all along, while Jeremy fancied her, and thought himself was gay. Haha.

And I like all 3 guys (: TaeKyung is cool and funny sometimes, especially when he pouts. Like this:

Haha. Shinwoo is warm and caring. Jeremy is adorable and cute (: But I like ShinWoo the most. He gives people a warm feeling. Like the tea he always makes for MiNam (:

Watch out for some special and touchy scenes (:
- MiNam cried after her first recording upon seeing TaeKyung.
- TaeKyung operating on pig and bunny.
- Jeremy crying on the bus.
- MiNam and TaeKyung lost in the woods.
- ShinWoo secretly followed MiNam in MingDong.
- MiNam and her pig nose (:
and many more, I can't remember. (:

This drama made me cry the most. D: *Awesome. (:

This is one sad part:

P/S: And first time I saw a person with so many problems! TaeKyung has night-blindness, seafood allergy, sesame allergy, is a cleaniness freak and doesn't like people to touch his body. Hahahaha. XD

******

Third: My Girlfriend is a nine-tailed fox 我的女友是九尾狐.

I just finished it today. Haha. Not bad la. But not as nice as MiNam o.o Miho, the nine-tailed fox (Gumiho), escaped from the temple with the help of Che Dae Wong, and stuck to him ever since. (: And you know la. 日久生情. Lama-lama jatuh cinta. Hahaha. Miho wants to turn into a human so that she could be with Dae Wong. And the story goes on.. Dae Wong helps her to keep the fox bead in his body for 100 days so that she could turn human, but they didnt know that he'll die after the 100 days. When they find out, Dae Wong returns the bead to her before the 100 days are up. Then Miho could not survive and disappears at the end of the 100 days. But in the end, a miracle happens. Haha. Yay. And they're together again.

I left out a lot of details. But never mind. Go and watch then. Haha.

This show is sweet, funny and sad at the same time. And MiNam and che ru mi appears again in this show (: Watch it yourself to find out (:

Oh, and supporting role - Dong Joo also quite handsome, but he's not a good guy, so I don't really like him. Haha.

I need a 'lil rest before starting to watch korean dramas again I think. (: IF I can control myself. Haha. See ya. (: Ka yi ge yo.

我不会原谅你.

2011-01-26T00:24:00.009+08:00

你来过吧?
很意外.为什么我的部落会有你走过的痕迹.
我以为我们已经是陌生人了.

以前我们多好多好,我真的很难忘记.
是我笨吧?
曾经无话不谈.曾经视彼此为好朋友.
曾经处处为你着想, 也为你做了很多.
那时,我一直都在.

当时我们很开心吧? 以为找到了好朋友.

但现在.我讨厌你.讨厌你到了极点.
是你背叛我的. 也是你伤害我的.

我做错什么了吗? 没有.
我说了什么了吗? 没有.
为什么我要受到你那样的对待?
为什么搞到连朋友都没得做?

你说过, 跟我做朋友绝对不会被伤害.
但到头来,是我被你伤害了.

你.我不会再相信了.也不想再和你有任何瓜葛.
更不想看到你.
有一天，我会把你彻底忘记.
外号也是.

我不会原谅你.

Fallin’ For You - Colbie Caillat

2011-01-24T19:59:00.008+08:00

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I'm trying not to tell you, but I want to.

I'm scared of what you'll say.

So I'm hiding what I'm feeling.

But I’m tired of holding this inside my head.

I've been spending all my time,

Just thinking about you.

I don't know what to do,

I think I'm fallin' for you.

Our christmas mime =)

2011-01-11T17:52:00.015+08:00

Christmas, the season of giving & joy.

But it was also a SEASON OF FUN for us! Haha.

Cheryl, Joyce, Amanda, Claudia, Ky, Charmaine and I..

We girls performed a mime for Christmas! :D

From the practices to the day itself,

we had LOADS of fun :D

Had our first practice at Berea. XD

T'was fun! Hahaha.

Had lotsa laughs.

And some blood too. When I hurted Amanda and when

claudia's watch injured me during the pushing and shoving D:

Took lots of peektures too :D

Went tebrau while the committees were having their meeting.
Then had dinner and CS summer.Yum yum.
Laughed till stomachache when the girls told their funny stories in DNA.
4 of us (A, Ky, J and I) laughing & hitting the table at the same time. Hahahahahaha!

After that joined the rest of the YF for movie!
Chronicles of Narnia - Voyage of the Dawn Treader. :D
The movie was fun and nice,
but I didnt like it as much as the first movie. Hmmm.

Had a nice dayyyy =)

Then came THE DAY.
Got the props ready. Haha.

Borrowed a black hoodie jacket.
Sprayed my water gun silver.
Took out a carlsberg bottle.
And glued back the devils headgear that I broke -.-

Nervousness didnt strike me, surprisingly.
But as usual. I forgot things during the performance again. =(
Forgot the put the board on Amanda.
But thankfully I managed to find a chance to hang in on her :D

Yays. But overall, it was successful :D
Got a lot of applause & positive feedback from the congregation too =))
Thanks people.
Thanks girls :D
Thanks Raymond!
And most importantly, thanks Cheryl for the great coordination :D

Kudos ♥

We performed Lifehouse - Everything. =)

And this is the Christmas mime cast! (minus Claudia)

And there are other peektures too!

Photos taken from Ky's album. =)

[ The Lord gave us life.

He gave us senses,

to see, to feel, to touch, to wonder.

The devil kept us away from God by temptations.

Drugs, Alcohol, Money, Depression, Sex and many more.

But the Lord us always there.

He sent Jesus to redeem us.

So that we can see, touch & feel His love again. =)]

(:

2011-01-08T00:07:00.001+08:00

I miss my dear Ausmatians a lot.

Especially you. D:

Christmas in Singapore =)

2011-01-06T16:16:00.010+08:00

I think I need to blog the unforgettable moments BIT BY BIT. Or else I’ll miss out a lot of things. XD Okay, today, let’s talk about Singapore trip. Haha.

Tong had set the date – 23^rd December in November. Haha. So we’ve had one whole month of anticipating it XD Tong as Organiser, Siang as Activity planner, Teoh as tour guide, the girls le? PLAY LA. What else. Hahahahaha.

I realised that till now, all the ‘stamps’ on my passport are trips to Singapore. All of them with pei ling. Haha. ASEAN test, wild wild wet plus this trip XD Yay. Our memories together =) And I miss pleyrapin too. =)

So, Tong came and fetch us in the morning and we took the bus to Jurong East. Haha. And then met Siang in Singapore.

We were supposed to go to Escape theme park, but Siang was worried it would rain. =( So we went to Science Centre instead == Went to the CSI exhibition. Not really fun, so sad. The other things also... Zzzz. Haha. Pity siang, kena blamed by everyone for bringing us there XD

Then went for lunch. Lunch at dont know which mall. (Forgot. Haha) But the salmon rice very nice. And ice cream too! Yum XD

Went sentosa after lunch =) Played water at the beach and took monorail to EVERY station. Haha. Took pictures at the front door of Universal Studios with the globe thingy. Took pictures everywhere we went too =)

Had Carl's junior for dinner in Vivo City. It was Awesome! Haha. Burger super nice XD Thanks Siang, that's the best place you brought us to XD We laughed at Tong because he ate burger with a fork. And they laughed at me because i put lemon into lemon tea instead of coke ==

Went for a walk at Clarke Quay after dinner. Nice place =) I like the lights and boats =) And the funny street performer who referred to a book while solving the Rubiks Cube -.- Hahahaha. Luckily we didnt follow our original plan (see xmas deco at Orchard Road), or else we'll be taking pictures with the patung reading newspaper again. Haha. XD

Legs super tired by then. Ish. Walked whole day =X

Caught the last bus home =) Like finally. Haha. Dead tiring but damn happy =)

Yay! =) Nice Christmas with you all, friends ♥

你等过一个人的短信吗?

2011-01-03T21:39:00.001+08:00

你等过一个人的短信吗?

发出去以后，等待回信，慢了就不停地翻着手机看，或者以为欠费了没电了，如果都正常，就再发一条“收到了吗”，或者实在等不了了就打电话响两声作为提醒。等到回信了，就开始字斟句酌的回复，不可以太冷淡，不可以太积极，有点小可爱，有点小智慧，最后要用问句结尾，对方才好回复啊，之后发送，检查是否 “已发送”，然后是新一轮的等待。

时间长了，有了固定的时间，就开始在固定的时间段等待，哪天晚了就会再度猜测手机是不是欠费了？是不是没有信号了？直到对方姗姗来迟。

有一天，对方忘记发信息了，明明很着急，还要硬撑着不主动发送，就那么死等着，一边等一边一个人生闷气，发脾气，关掉手机，然后才几分钟又赶快开机，继续等着，继续小声骂，继续生闷气，继续关手机，继续赶快再打开（就折腾那可怜的手机吧）直到对方短短几个字“刚才正忙呢，抱歉”，然后怒气全消，又眉开眼笑开始字斟句酌的发信息，当然，很可能，还要故作云淡风轻的写“呃，没事，我也刚忙呢”，没出息死了，是谁刚发誓再不回信息来着？

再有一天，对方真是忘记了，就气愤之极的去睡觉（那愤怒的小火焰啊，呼呼的呼呼的），躺床上还要恶狠狠的翻看以前的短信息，想要删除所有的，结果看完一遍一条也舍不得删掉，有时候气急了，就干脆删了对方的电话号码——可是有什么用呢？那些数字你比谁都烂熟于心啊。

再再有一天，你们客气了，冷淡了，对方远走他乡了，两人相隔一方了，短信息也逐渐稀稀拉拉起来，你也从最初的怅然若失到逐渐适应，时间真是一个很可怕的东西。

再再再有一天，你开始一条条删掉以前的信息，精挑细选的删，百里挑一的删，可是删了又有什么用呢？那里的哪一个字，不是深深刻在你心里？

再再再再有一天，你干脆把手机弄丢了，于是干干脆脆的丢了干净，然后你把头发也剪掉了，想一切总算要从头开始了（还好对方的新电话你还没有背下来）。

然而在去买新手机的路上，你听到旁边的男孩子对小女生说“如果哪一天我不给你发信息了你睡的着吗”，小女孩哈哈说“怎么睡不着，我可以看以前的啊。”“那手机丢了呢？”“那也无所谓，我都记在心里啊。” 他们没看见，旁边的你，是怎样轻轻的重复了同样的话。

看到这篇文章，是不是也会让你想起某某个人呢？当时的我明白她的心，最最珍惜的也是这份，这份“在乎”不知为什么，如今的爱情已经悄悄被我们排在事业，亲人，朋友的后面。是不是都在小心翼翼的保护着自己？怕受到伤害？曾经纯纯的爱情那里去了?请不要再说我在爱情面前像个小孩子，我就是小孩子怎么了？

如果不是深爱，就不要说爱我，那些没用的话都是借口。。。爱时何时何地都有时间，都方便，都情绪高涨。淡了，倦了，然后便开始没时间，开始百无聊赖。。。最美的爱情，永远盛放在开始之前，回忆之后。如果“在乎”，就请放下那些所谓的没用的自尊。放不下，就不是真爱。都说80后，离暧昧很近，离爱情很远。。。真实的讽刺。不过，仍然相信，每个人，无论男人还是女人，都在期待自己和遇到那个人能拥有最纯真的感情，对么？

是不是也会觉得似曾相识的感觉呢？不知道越来越方便省时的联系，是不是也让爱情变得难以把握其间的距离，总会到最后，回复短信，都只是一种敷衍。或者是一方焦心的等待，开心或失落，都被一条小小的短信掌控着，明明心存怀疑，却又要苦心的安慰自己，伴着无可奈何的疲惫感，分手只能是最好的选择吧~~可是那个时候心里的痛将永远不能抹去。

失去的
得到的
最后，都是我们错过的。

回来的。
离开的。
最后，都是我们放弃的。

I dont wanna be killed by SolhahYouthfulstreet

2011-01-03T20:21:00.005+08:00

Hello people! I have been delaying my blogging for like.. one month? I think I won’t be able to delay it any further, for fear that I will be killed by SolhahYouthfulstreet. Haha.

A cap of events since the last post? Haha.

16 December. A day I can never forget because of all the fun and crazy things we’ve done. =) Went for badminton in the morning with Pei Ling, Tong, Siang and Teoh. As always, laughed a lot. Kena bully all that. Haha. Went SMKSP to jalan-jalan after that. Went to dewan and sat at the desks where our SPM seats were. Without realising that the SPMers still had a paper that day. LOL. Went chungky. Ordered fried rice again for the millionth time. Nice meeting up besties =)

Aha! Here comes the awesome part. STAYOVER AT SOLHAH’S HOUSE WITH YUBEI AND JULIETTE. Haha. I didn’t join them for shopping all that in the day. Solhah came and fetch me for dinner at Monsta Café with the girls, Jannah & Rabbani. XD Waited for them to come since 5, and they came at 7 plus. CURL HAIR, PLAY WITH BEAR BEAR WEAR GOWN SOMEMORE HUH? HAHAHAHAHAHA. We mad girls ordered super big burgers and took photos all over the place! Hahahaha. The waiters must be wondering that these girls are crazy. Haha. Took lotsa pretty peektures of pretty girls. Heh. See see. XD

*photos taken from Solhah's album XD

After dinner we played a while (JANNAH CURLED MY HAIR TOO HAHA) and watched BOF together. Haha. Then at night we watched a scary movie somemore. THE DESCENT. Awesome movie that was. Terribly gross and scary. Gave us creeps. Haha. Went down for 100 plus and ice cream at 2.48am in the morning. I CHECKED. 2.48 HAHA. Watched 2^nd part after that but Solhah and Ju fell asleep. Haha. Yubei and I were awake all the way. I covered half my face with the blanket. Haha. We screamed a lot. XD Stayed up till 5 plus. Nehh. Surprised that I could tahan that long. Slept till 8 plus, woke up, prepared and had our maggi mee breakfast. Then guess what we did? WENT FOR BADMINTON AGAIN! HAHAHAHA. I wonder where we got our energy from. Seeing the number of hours we slept. HAHA. Went back after that. Miss the times though. Look forward to our next stayover =)

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18^th and 19^th. Our Sunway College JB open days. Went back to help. =) Had lotsa fun joking and playing around with the fellow SAs :D Campus tours were fun! But I kept getting Mandarin-speaking families :X No transport back on Saturday. =( So had to stayover at Baa’s house with the others. Haha. Thanks baa =) We had fun. Had cake for KY’s bday, went playground, ride tiny bicycle, played boomerang, had dinner at masterchef. XD Kek Jin even made my hair curly with the Pucca head. Haha. Played Tumblin’ monkeys the next morning. XD

I ♥ SYCJB Open Day. Can I come again for the next one?

Please =)

Ausmat friends =)

2010-12-13T13:34:00.005+08:00

These people make my day :))

Yubei, or rather piggy. Guess she's the one I trust the most :) We get along v well. Both extremely perasan cases, both eat and sleep a lot. XD Our topics always revolve around pigs. Forever arguing about who's the most pig or what. Haha. Always wanted to be in the same group for assignment, and we finally did XD Great time working and eating together. :D

Glad we got close, though only from the last few months in Ausmat. But it's a forever pig friendship :))

Solhah = my babe. I ♥ her, she ♥s me. Haha. Eat together. Play together. Chat together. Always there for each other when we face problems :) A girl who can really laugh. Deadly contagious. Used to LOL together at the beginning of the year, but drifted apart. Glad we became close again :) Thanks for sharing my problems and fetching me too ♥ :)

Qing. A very special person. She laughs often and cries often too. Anaconda Qing. Looks happy and strong on the outside, but soft on the inside. A girl anyone would want to love and protect =) Big big hug, Qing ♥

Introduced her on the first day of EALD, thought she was stuck up then. Haha. We were in the same group for debate. Been close ever since ♥ =)) Love you lots!

Jiajie the tofu. My first guy friend in Ausmat. I have the same birthday as his bro and sis. XD Jiajie you very out XD Hahahahaha.

The smart guy in class. I always ask him physics and chemistry. XD Thanks for being patient and nice when I ask you questions D: Thanks for helping when I have problems. You’re da best :) And believe me hor. Cheryl doesn’t simply bluff. :D

Ko Liang. My best pal =) Like what your birthday present says. Haha. Hope it’s hanging somewhere visible ya? XD

A nice boy through and through. Looks like a kid but definitely more mature than I am. XD We love badminton ♥ :)

Friends forever ya? Lu mu hu ♥ :D

Juliette. Have no idea why she’s always down. Haha. Be stronger, dear ♥ There’s much more bad things out there we have to face later on :) Anything, you have my shoulder to lean on and me to hug! Promise :) ♥ ya.

Roller coaster driver. She & her ‘lil black Naza always fetches Yubei and I for our makan sessions. Yum. Haha. Nvm Ju, we don’t hold it against you. At least we’re still alive XD No offense ya? :D

Mien & Manie. The two who sat across me in physics lab during sem1. XD Friendship started when I used to wave like silly at them across the table, making them giggle. Haha. Became close since 3 of us sat together during chemistry in 210A. LOL.

I’m the professional photographer for their limey and pinky. XD Had fun playing during chemistry and physics. Sometimes EALD. Classes seem more fin when they’re beside me :D

Thanks for bringing Cheryl out to eat Nasi Lemak Special too! :D ♥

Kangyi. Who calls himself awesome, LOL. Extreme perasan case in our class, awesome pair with SM. I’m constantly jealous of his ‘intelligent genes’. He’s good in EVERTHING. Every single subject. Haha. SUPER FORGETFUL PERSON and always needs reminding. That I do not envy. Haha.

Sits beside me during bio. Thanks for comforting me everytime I cry. Sorry for the ‘shocks’. D: And sorry for troubling you everytime with questions. Haha. You never fail to help. :))

Mindee. The pro cantonese and pro jalan. Haha. We go to the same dentist XD

Amusing seeing her and Brendon quarelling on FB. Old woman as how he calls her. EBIL OLD WOMAN! Hahahahahaha.

Meixian & Sinyee. 帅哥&阿黄duo. Always together. :) One quiet and adorable, one cheeky and likes to act fierce. Always ‘Oi’ me. XD But both are kind and easygoing. :)Easy to bully? Haha

Real good people :) ♥ you two =)

Cheng. Awesomely clever and hardworking guy. Crazily good results. Top boy, good monitor, good speaker, helpful guy. Ask him anything he’ll always be ready to help =) Everybody goes to him if they have any problem in maths XD Extremely mature and frugal guy too. XD

Adelyn. The older girl. The clever girl. The hardworking girl. The nice girl. The helpful girl. The friendly girl. The kind girl. Haha.

One word for her – NICE. Like what I wrote on the bio comment paper :D

Kangquan. First EALD team member. Always talk so softly == Been in the same group for don’t know how many times already. XD Always quarrel. Stamps his feet when he’s pek cek.

I always do things to annoy him XD Once, I remember him saying: 如果你是男的我就比中指咯. Lol. Hahaha. I should be thankful that I’m a girl then.

“我打你啊.”

Life as an Ausmatian will not be the same without you guys :)

In the midst of exams.

2010-11-05T20:51:00.001+08:00

Time passes real fast yea? We're left with only 3 papers and we'll be free.

Physics was quite difficult. Couldn't do electricity question. And not enough time to finish. EALD, as usual, die at listening part. Why can't listening be as easy as those Ms Vv gave in class? Hmph. Essay was quite rushed. Wrote in 30 minutes instead of the suggested 55 minutes. Omg. Can't tell papa this or else I'll get slaughtered.

3 more papers to go. Work hard and Jiayous for the remaining papers people. I know we need both LUCK and HARD WORK. Heh.

It'll be over in a jiffy =) And the day of parting shall come in a jiffy too :(

Some stories - the last few days of college 1

2010-10-24T11:27:00.005+08:00

=) It's one week to our finals and I'm here blogging. Don't care. :D
College life going to end soon, if I don't jot those memories down now, I wouldn't have any more chances =)

I'm as tense as ever, but in peace compared to how I felt prior EE and mock. Maybe I've experienced those (wth,next week is exam!) few times already. Maybe because the fact that I generally did better than EE pacified me a little.
But I am still very disappointed with my Bio results =(

Story-telling time nao =)

Wednesday

Skipped MS and went to Loudspeaker =) But found out later that Ms Priya didnt enter class at all. Haha. All the guiltiness went bye bye. :D Qing, Mien, Manie, Mindee and I, plus the boys.

Had lotsa fun. Jay Chou♥. I like. :D

Thursday

Had our MS final exam. Phew. First time I told so many lies in one hour. Luckily me not Pinocchio xD Finished fast, left the hall fast fast. Went out for lunch.

Who knows:

Cendol factory not open.
Kodomo not open.
Japanese restaurant not open.
Master Chef not open. -.-

We sure had luck.

Finally stumbled upon a Nasi Beriyani shop which looked quite okay. xD
Yubei found it scary and didn't dare to enter. Lols.
Food not bad. But the atmosphere was kinda weird. The boss talking VERY LOUDLY on his phone. Deserted restaurant with the waitresses staring at us as we took pictures -.-

PEEKTURES!

Friday

Our very last MS lesson + presentation. So everyone had to go to college =)

Had bio class in the morning, after that we went to cheese prata. I MISSED MUSHROOM CHEESE SO MUCH. Didn't expect so many people to go though -.-

But we had fun =) One of the last times so many people ate together =)

And of course, took a lot of pictures xD

MS class in the afternoon, at the end of the class, photo session again! xD

The beans group v perasan. Take pictures non stop -.- Still say us girls hiao. Hahahahahahaha.

And of course, Friday, I received the sweetest birthday present ever :) ♥

Life? Death.

2010-10-22T22:50:00.001+08:00

I will not and cannot die.
At least not yet.

It has come to the time that I realise the stupid mistakes.
But isn't it too late?

How silly was that girl few years back?
Trying to take her own life?
Was life that intolerable back then?

She did not cherish her time.
She did not cherish her health.
She did not cherish her life.

I shall enjoy every second from now on, amidst the fear that engulfs me every single moment.At least try.

I shall smile my best.

I want that cute lil' tooth.

2010-10-10T18:58:00.003+08:00

Went for follow-up at Dr. Lou's on friday. :)
Though it was long, torturous and caused my teeth excruciating pain,
I enjoyed watching the revolving molar! Hahaha.

Apparently Dr.Lou got a figurine from overseas.
A gigantic molar figurine. Surrounded by little people working on it.
And it revolves. :D
Hahaha. So cute.
Feels like a musical box under the accompaniment of the usual music in the clinic :))

I want one too. It's cute. :)

The kakak told me it was a 'Pre-molar', the 'gigi terbesar dalam mulut'.
LOL. I giggled when I heard that.
I had 2 pre-molars extracted and they definitely don't look like that!
Molars are the largest teeth.
And only molars have roots that branch out like that.
Including wisdom teeth, they are also molars xD
Luckily doctor didn't hear that. I think she'll get murdered. =X
Hahaha.

Haha. Enough of teeth.
Yesterday Ah chai gugu, Yeefeng jiejie and family came visiting =)
Had dim sum for breakfast together.
(Didn't really enjoy though, with the teeth pain and the dontliketoeatmeat disorder)
Couldn't eat much.

Spent one afternoon keeping an eye on Joshua.
Haha. Only 3 years old, and already so intelligent.
Bravo. :D

Joshua playing with scissors and paper xD

Didn't know what to do to keep him occupied, so I opened M.Paint and let him doodle. xD He's quite a natural with computers. Kids nowadays...

His masterpiece

When the refridgerator repairman came, Joshua was very curious and kept playing with his tools and asking what they are. :D
I see an engineer in the making! Haha.

Future engineer? Haha.

But weird though.. I was like that too when I was a kid,
but surprisingly didn't inherit any of my dad's genes that code for intelligence in Physics, chemistry and Maths. Hahahahahaha.
What went wrong? :D

Shattered. Heart.

2010-10-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

Yes, I used to be.

Not anymore.

Some stories - Post mocks =)

2010-10-01T21:31:00.007+08:00

MOCKS are over ! ! Finally. Worth some celebrating yea? :D
I guess I better buck up and study like there's no tomorrow.
Stupid papers. Either I can't do or I couldn't finish on time. :X

Study break next week :)) I guess it really means S.T.U.D.Y.
Or else don't know how I'm gonna die man.
But I won't want to go back to college after break ):
I reckon I'm gonna be humiliated by the marks on the exam papers. o.oa

Haha. Enough of exams. Today had lotsa fun cari makan! Hahahaha.
Went with Yubei, Juliette, Solhah and Mindee to eat Sup tulang kambing.
Nice lar wei. Thanks bei bring us go eat. Though I didn't get the chance to drool in your car. HAHA.

It has been a long time since I LOL-ed with them :D Those 3 girls (Yubei, Juliette, Solhah) epic at laughing wei! :D Laughed sampai the people from the other tables turned around and stared at us. HAHAHAHAHA! !

Havent eaten such a happy meal with friends for such a long time. Considered some sort of celebration yea? Haha. Yummm. Nasi lemak, sup kambing, milo :D Nice and hearty meal compared to eating in the cafeteria o.oa Haha. Happy happy day.

Sad to think about graduation. I hate parting :(
Friends should stay together, don't you think so?

Juliette Yong, glad you're back :)

28 September 2010.

It felt weird seeing the date written on the whiteboard in MPH, above the words "Biological Science 9.00am - 12.10am". Hmmmm.

Having my birthday during mocks. What an experience. o.O
Happy birthday koala too. =)
Koala having holiday while I spent my bday pia exams =(
Thank you Ghanesh for 'congratulating' me being born on this date. HAHA.
Nevertheless, I still had a great day with all the wishes =))

Was studing bio, while the messages started coming. Haha.
First was Ko liang, then Pei Ling, and all the other friends who remembered :)
♥ Love ya.

Received a few touchy touchy sweet sweet messages. :)))

Thanks bestie Pei Ling, first birthday that we are apart :(

Thanks Ko Liang, and I ♥ your surprise :) Bestest birthday present!

And someone that made me super touched by typing a 4 page long messsage! Haha. Shocked ttm when I first opened it. Thanks Yubei! I♥you banyak banyak.

Thanks Michelle and Baa for the limited edition, one in a million watches :D But not every day's my birthday, you know hor? Haha. It hurts tau ><

Thanks Qing for the blogpost :)

Thanks my friends for the wishes and hugs ♥

I had a great one. :D

Of 'awesome-ness'

2010-09-16T19:10:00.001+08:00

Just now someone asked me whether we have any tests next week. I had fun scaring people. Yay. (Although I was going to die as well >< )

Let's see.

Monday

Bio test

Maths investigation & presentation

Peptide write up

(Award ceremony)

Tuesday

Physics test

Maths investigation

Chemistry practical

Wednesday

Bio Assessed practical

Thursday

Maths investigation

Chemistry prac write up

Friday

EALD task 4

Awesome, isn't it?

But it isn't the most awesome week. There were worst D:

Yay. Say hi to school reopen :D

And clap for an unproductive mid term break! *clap

曙光 (欧菁仙)

2010-09-15T12:44:00.008+08:00

曙光

每当我很不开心的时候
我总爱对自己说
这世界不是小小的屋檐
天空好大好远

不经过寒冬哪来梅花香
没有黎明怎么会有曙光
人生的道路崎岖或平坦
还不是要自己去承担

等待天亮期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂

谁能够只有快乐不悲伤
遇到挫折不沮丧
人生的旅途怎样多变幻
要靠自己的判断

Almost forgot this song, the song that I used to love when I was young.
I am disheartened now. Depressed. Sad. Can't think straight.
I cried. But what can I do?

This song came to me. Suddenly.
It dawned on me. What happened to the words that used to encourage me?
What happened to the cheerful girl who used to wave troubles away with a smile or laugh?
Who believed that nothing is impossible, nothing can be done?

In her place came a girl who drop tears easily.
Who dare not put her trust in fear of hurt.
Who is afraid of challenges and mountains.
Who is not strong. At all.
She is weak, fragile, weather-beaten.
A weakling, who needs someone to care and be there for her.

I hate her. I despise her.
I want the me back.
But where can I find me?
When can I get my sky back?

I guess.. I'm lost.

Playground

2010-09-13T20:17:00.001+08:00

Friday night dear texted me and said she wanted to go to the playground. I wondered. "Huh? Playground? For what?" But still agreed to accompany her.Haha. She's my dear what :D

So we went on Saturday. Haha. Two crazy fellas. Went playground at ten in the morning to get sunburnt. D:

Hmmm. Turned out that she wanted to practice che ling. Lol. But we ended up singing, playing, chatting and taking peektures xD We even recorded the song Seri Perling. Keep on NG. Siao. :DD I even changed the lyrics of xing qing as we were looking at the sky :D

I really miss old times. Back then.. We used to play there too. With Suz Zane. We used to walk back and walked cross the playground as a shortcut. We used to.

We are still as childish as before. =))
Sometimes, living in the past isn't a bad thing after all.

Ily dear.

Friends forever.♥

9.9

2010-09-10T00:03:00.001+08:00

肩膀上的手,永远都不会是你的.

学会了这些..你就不会EMO了?

2010-09-07T19:49:00.001+08:00

1、学会冷血，只对对我好的人好，对某些人，简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。

2、学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着，让别人看不穿你的伤心。

3、学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，要知道世界总是孤单的，地球也只有一个啊，它都寂寞那么久了，我们算什么。

4、学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，笑给别人看，哭给自己听就好。

5、学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默。

6、学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。

7、学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐。

8、学会满足，所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了。

9、学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做。

10、学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气，多了会惹人厌的。

11、学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事。

12、学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手。
Source

我想我做不到吧?

Another long weekend.

2010-09-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

一个人就好

2010-08-31T23:10:00.001+08:00

街挤满了欢笑

太不适合眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找无人的转角
不优雅时候一个人最好
爱说退就退潮
我松开手回忆却没放掉
未来不来了地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好

为什麽越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以後我一个人过就很好
心很平静地跳
只是寂寞潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒偷袭我眼角

一个人,

其实也没什么所谓..

Finally

2010-08-24T01:01:00.004+08:00

It is over. (:

No more nightmares. No more worries. Less tears.

10hours

2010-08-22T13:51:00.002+08:00

In 10 hours time, it's all gonna be over. (:

No more nightmares. No more worries. Less tears.

24hours

2010-08-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

In 24 hours time, it's all gonna be over. (:

No more nightmares. No more worries. Less tears.

♥

2010-08-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay. ♥

screams went unheard

2010-08-09T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

I will make it.

2010-08-08T15:13:00.001+08:00

I read the letter once again. Once again, I cried reading it. Sorry. It didn't put a stop to my tears, like what you hoped it would. It made my tears fall even easily.

It was a letter of motivation. But also a letter of high hopes.I know you trust in me, that I can make it. And how much you want me to make it. You put high hopes on me, hoping I can do you proud. In him too. I want to make it too. It's my desire. My dream.

Knowing your hopes,I cry more. Cry when you're disappointed. Cry when I feel I didnt give my all. Cry when I achieved more than expectations.

I will continue to pray. For you, and for me.

I will press on,

and make it all the way till the end,

which will also be my new beginning.♥

Pleyrapinton (:

2010-07-24T20:34:00.008+08:00

Shahira and Koala came back, yay (:
So we went for dinner in Jusco Bkt Indah.At first thought mum wont let me go.. Since she didnt allow me to go with Ko Liang, Qing and Solhah.
But I guess she's okay with us girls going out. Hehes.
Pity Koala left in a while. Didnt talk much :(

It isn't my day. LOL.
Due to miscommunication I landed in front of PL's house and they landed in front of my house -.-
Then I accidentally broke something in Jusco and had to pay.
Sigh.
.......

But anyway, love hanging out with them, exchanging stories.. (:
Took one hour to finish our dinner. Haha.
Cause we had too much to talk :D

Yay. See you girls next time. (:
Jom let's go KL, Malacca and Singapore end of the year!

用心看?

2010-07-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

也许向后退 ,在你乱码似的人生中 ,
可以发现一个美丽温柔的秘密.

我希望你看得到.

因为..

那就是我想对你说的.

Youth Leadership Camp( June) Video

2010-07-19T20:23:00.010+08:00

Yay. This evening we gathered at marketing to watch these two videos :)

Brings back lotsa memories and laughter. :D
2 hours later both videos are already on facebook! Haha.

Thanks a lot a lot a lot to Shin Yeong who spent ages putting them together :)

Loves.

Raving

2010-07-17T14:16:00.005+08:00

Sorry to the people I have scolded these days.Esp Terence and KangYi.

Kang Quan & Hui Bing too. Sorry that I gave you a shock.

I admit. I was super annoyed and super annoying.

2nd semester. A bad one. Have problem catching up,too many things to do, pressure, sad people around me.. Lotsa personal problems and stuff.

Feel like screaming. Feel like crying. Feel like hiding.

Ausmat.

I was told.. it was challenging.

And it is. It is challenging me to my limits.

Physically. Mentally. Emotionally.

Academic-wise, struggling. Unit 3B is really damn freaking difficult compared to 3A.

Chemistry. I dont get what Mr.Alan says.

Physics. As usual, one word - DIE.

Maths. Argh. The lecturer. =X

EALD. The tasks are much more difficult.

Bio. Genetics.. interesting. But difficult. ><

Plus only 2 months to complete everything before our mock. Josephine is right. It's tougher for us Jan peeps compared to them.They are already used to rushing syllabus and coursework.

Wonder whether I can make it or not.Felt like quitting. But I cant. Dad and mum nags me. That I didnt put in enough effort.Being scolded a bloody fool for scoring 60+..

You think I wanted to? Who doesn't want to get good results?? You think it's that easy?

The responsibilities are also taking their toll on me. Summer night tickets, we have problems selling them. At least the camp is over now. Preparations have to be done prior summer night, meaning it will halve study time. On and off events already made mum going to blow her top anytime.

Sigh. Problems.

I feel like saying goodbye and hibernate in a cave.

At least I can escape. Im tired of living up to everything.

Tweet a lot nowadays. Ranting. Mumbling. At least it makes me feel better.

A bit, at least.

Thanks.For comforting me, for encouraging me. Qing, baa and di. ♥ Hope I wont disappoint everyone.

Qing, jiayous. I know you feel infinity times worse than me now.

But you still encourage me. ♥ you. You can pull through this :)

Speaking of rants, raves, grumbles and frustrations. A big sigh.

Second youth leadership camp :)

2010-07-15T21:51:00.007+08:00

Hello. Too many things happened lately. Been through countless extreme mood swings the past two weeks. People been asking me to cheer up. But it isn't easy. It's not you going through it.

Promised Baa not to be sad today.So.. Shouldn't put sad faces like this >> :( in my post today ba.

Been to 2nd Youth Leadership camp of the year last week. Its like... very fun. But I cant compare it with the first. They're both fun, but in different ways.

I still remember before the camp, Jiajie and I were very frustrated.YLC was on saturday, and we were told on monday that we were in charge to gather SAs for the camp, and ShinYeong wanted the list of SAs ASAP. What went through my mind was: 'Why us in charge? We're new SAs. And in such a short notice?!' Sigh. So.. super frustrated de lor. Two of us ran around, asking people, messaging people, bla bla bla. Plus Diploma people cant, most ALEins cant. It was really difficult to find 10 people. But alas, thank God, there were angels. Qing, Baa, Michelle, Vijay, Roger, Joey.. thanks a lot. You saved us :)

Yea. So.. the camp. It wasn't as bad as I thought. And we werent as busy as we were in the last camp. After registration, opening and stuff, Jiajie and I still had time to do the EALD slides. Lol. Yay.

Then, games.. As usual, icebreaking, flag making, station games,bla bla bla. There were a couple of very special groups at my station =) One was real clever, one didnt stop complaining (almost asked them to shut up -.-), one super drama, and one.. was super quiet, slow and steady :) Like them sia.

Yay. At night we had a very special programme on :) *Drum roll~

Searching for Miss sunway! <3

Haha. That was the best part of the camp, swear! :D

We even dolled up one of our male SA into Miss Malaysia :D

He was the prettiest :)

Haha. Didnt know shin yeong had talent in fashion design.:D You should see the outfit he made, and the bra thingy. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Pro lar wei.

Highlights :

The contestants :)

Vijay with our Miss Malaysia :)

Opps. :X

Wow! Hen daaaa.

I like him. He looks so elegant. :)

Miss Korea, crowned miss sunway 2010 :)

(Hope Miss Malaysia doenst kill me, at least I mosaic-ed his pictures :P)

Really a fun night :) All of us put ribbons in our hair. <3 Blue for SAs, Orange for staff. Haha. Even the guys like shin yeong and jeff put them on too :D

=))

After bath bath, we went 7 eleven together. Baa, Qing, Vijay and I. =)) Buy food. xD

Enjoyed sitting in Vijay's car la. The speakers damn shiok man. :D

Chatted with some of the campers from Pai Chee, Mersing. Haha. The '睡没有醒' gang. LOL. Funny sia they all. They belanja us mersing famous bread with kayu taste :D

And twisties with kilang taste. :D

Slept in marketing office that night. Comfortable sia. Nicer than Ping Pong room :D

Was woken up the next day by : 'Germany won...' Haha.

The second day. What happened ar? Oh yea. CHOCOLATTE!! Haha. When qing, Baa and Jiajie demo-ing on the stage, Gwyen asked me to go amongst the crowd. haha. And I danced behind lor. The gang behind hor, almost made my tummy burst. HAHAHAHAHA. By their hilarious 'self-created' dance moves. Hahahahahahaha!

Haha. Dont really remembered what happened after that. Bfast, egg, limbo? A bit vague now, after a week.

But I remember we had a sharing session. I shared. Funny the way I debated whether to share or not to share. But I decided to go for it :) Cried again. Not going to repeat what I said. But I needa say, I really admire John :) He is a motivation :)

Yay.. Bla bla bla.. Camps over?

Think so. Really dont quite remember the sequence. LOL.

Oh yea.Almost forgot. I met a very special person in the camp :) It's such a small world :) I met someone called Diong. Haha. Don't know whether we had any faint blood ties anywhere or not. :P His dad has the same surname as my mum, and my dad has the same surname as his mum. A big LOL! Almost couldn't believe it. Haha. And our parents came from Sitiawan :) Simpang Dua and Simpang Tiga vs Simpang Lima. Haha. real special :)) Didi, next time we go back together kay?

Haha. So. That's all ba. And thanks a lot to qing and baa dear for taking care of me :) *Loves. And to the campers, glad that you all enjoyed the camp! see you soon <3

Great memories will never fade. ♥ you all.

有些人，有些话..

2010-07-11T19:56:00.004+08:00

有些话人们总爱藏在心中，

不是因为不想知道结局，

而是害怕结局不是自己想要的...

有些话人们总是挂在嘴上，

不是因为喜欢说他念他，

而是想要他时时刻刻都记得...

有些话人们总是说不出口，

不是因为没有勇气，

而不想破坏现有的感情...

有些话人们明知道不该说，

却始终还是说出口，

因为想要知道故事会有怎样的变化....

有些话人们明明知道该说，

却始终都说不出口，

因为害怕面对自己承受不了的压力...

有些话人们明知道是谎言，

却依然说得头头是道，

因为不想自己的谎言别他人给拆穿...

有些话说得越多，错得越多，

却始终还是把话给说完，

因为现在不说，

或许以后就没有机会再说了...

有些话说多了，说多了意义就不在了，

有些话说少了，没人能领悟话中意思，

有些话说对了，就算是错的也被接受，

有些话说错了，就算是对的也被排斥...

说话就是这么神奇的一件事情，

总是真实地表达了某些人某些事，

却包含着许多的虚伪的布置与摆设...

要了解一段话真正的意思，

就必须真正了解说话的人...

By 慕康

2010-07-02T10:54:00.004+08:00

I can NEVER beat KangYi.

It's as true as the fact that I can never beat ZhuYen.

SO PLEASE STOP IT. I beg of you.

Buddies' birthday!

2010-06-27T23:43:00.004+08:00

Nothing beats hanging out and catching up

with buddies ♥

Yesterday accompanied Pei Ling back to SMKSP to get the buku koko.

Surprised to find that Mr.Lai has lost weight! Hahahahaha.

We joked that he was stressed out by the current batch of SPM-ers xD

Went CS to celebrate Pei Ling & Kai Wen's bday =)

Ate lunch and cake at Kim Gary.

Glad that Pei Ling liked my present :D

Watched Toy Story 3 together.=)

Nice movie.
Hilarious, warm and touching.

Made me remember the Woody figurine I had when I was young. =(

Great day =)

Oh ya, and the joke of the day was when Koala met Andrew :P

'诶, 你是谁啊?'

Hahahahahahaha xD

But pity Eyra couldn't be back this time =((

Badminton

2010-06-21T21:09:00.008+08:00

Played badminton with Ko Liang and Solhah this morning =))
It seems AGES since I played badminton!
Happy dao...
Tired but had lotsa fun =)

I LOVE BADMINTON! =))

church camp 2010!!

2010-06-20T22:22:00.090+08:00

HLCE church camp =))

Friday ponteng college for it!
Went in Uncle KT's car. Haha.
Very grateful to him, ferrying us there and back. =)
God bless ya, Uncle KT!

Raymond was holding the map all the time, ahaha.
We joked that we were going to bury him in the sand horizontally if we got there, vertically if we didnt manage to reach,
meaning he was gonna be buried anyway!
LOL.

Raymond the tourist+navigator.

Looks so professional la :D

Uncle KT brought us to the light house in Port Dickson xD

Reached, then changed and went to the beach for volleyball!

Haha. I really don't know how to play la.

Felt very 'zo deng' and 'tai sai'. ==

In the end just sat there and watched them play.

The sand was full of this '榴梿'thingy,

soo painful when we kena pricked, walking on the sand barefoot.

Ish -.-

After beach finally went to our apartment =)

Nice lar wei. Our room so cute.

Can see the beach from our balcony too.

Our room =)

Beach view. So pretty.

We had to share an apartment with Uncle Teck Hui and Auntie Joy,

Hehes =)

There was a funny episode,

- We left the room thinking they went out,cutting off the electricity. But Uncle Teck Hui was in the bathroom, he couldnt bath. Ahaha.

Oh ya. And our group for the camp - YABA DABA DOO!

The awesome-est group ever. HAHAHA.

Awesome. With inverted commas xD

Blek.

We had the best leader too! - Joshua Foo :D

First night after supper we played pool =)

Rachel, Moeba, Fiona, Sean, Sheena, Yee Haw and I, 7 of us =)

I didnt manage to score anything =((

Rach, Yee Haw and Moeba did. :D

Sean was so funny, you should've seen him play cheat. Damn funny lar wei.

Haha, had fun there, but were traumatised by the family

singing indon songs in the pub -.-

Was it singing? Or screeching will be a better description? xD

After that followed the guys to another beach.

Went in Daniel's car. xD

Daniel, I LIKE YOUR LIGHTS! xDD

Bathed in the romantic moonlight when they were playing soccer.

HAHAHA. Exaggerating.

We played with the sand,joked, sang, scaring each other.

'Dead bodies' 'Ashes' 'Pontianak' 'Ghost' 'Tsunami' 'Blood'

Hehe. Went back 12 something.

Slept 2+ am.

2nd day we had lotsa fun playing by the beach and in the sea.

=))

May the pictures speak~ :D

Jonathan and Claudia =)

Playing in the sea =))

Rachel & Fiona

Yee Haw & Jonathan playing beach volleyball =D

Moeba & Claudia =)

I have seaweed!! xD

Cheryl and sheena's sandman xD

Playing with the boat thingy =)

It was fun playing with the sofa-like boat thingy,

but we broke the rope. HAHAHA.

The boys had to be punished for us,

being made to arrange the life jackets over & over again,

as we girls cabut very fast.

LOL.

Then had 'kampung olympics' & telematch.

Our group was the 'lao ji'est, but had lotsa laughs. xD

Bowling xD

Then, retro night! We didnt dress up, ahahaha.

Only rach and raymond did. xD

Raymond Lim cool sia!

Watched the dressed-up people dance and catwalk.

Funny lar wei.

Haha.
Participated in the 比手画脚 game. Ahahaha.
Proposing. Roti Prata ---> Driving. Superman ---> stripping xDD
Lots of laughs :D

Then we had Limbo rock and Dance floor!

HAHAHA. Best part of the night.

Cant believe I can still do that -.-

Champions were Joshua Foo and Pearl =D

Pastor Raymond for the above 40 deacon's court category. HAHAHAHA.

Joshua, Pearl, Pastor Raymond FTW!

Disco. Had fun rotating the disco ball ;D

WE DANCED TO THE BEAT!

Haha. Nice lar wei.

Happily went to sleep. xD

Woke up to the 3rd and last day.
Prize giving.. Last session.. Photo taking..
Watching Jonathan fool around by the pool, imitating the malay guy. HAHAHA.

I love my gift =)) Tiger Music Festival Guitar magnet. So pretty =)
Thanks to Aunty Toon Fung's Baskin Robbins xD

Packed afta lunch and camwhored in the room for the last time. Hehes. =)

Chrch camp 2010.

It was special. Brought back fragments of memories.
of 红鸟, Kem bencana and Youth Leadership camp...

It touched me.
Made me go beyond myself.
In the fist session during the singing I was trembling..

During the prayer I gave a shudder.
It wasn't cold. Not at all.
Why? Was it the Holy Spirit?
I wonder.

It was fun.
Syiok.

A camp like no other.
One word... AWESOME!
:D

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Disclaimer:
Photos mostly by Amanda.
Click 1 2 3 for more pictures =))

recap

2010-06-17T22:17:00.008+08:00

Whee~ Tomorrow's the day. Church camp! The long-awaited.

Excited sia. A bit malas to blog now.

But I know I have to if I wanna talk about past events =))

because I know once I come back I'll be blogging bout the camp xD

I'll write a short recap ba =))

Friday 11.6.2010

Ausmat peeps went to Mind Twister together =)

At first didn't want to join, but Jiejie ask me go,

as we seldom had the chance tohang out together.

Had fun celebrating Beibei's birthday and the end of EE.

Played 'werewolf' xD A 'somehow upgraded' version of murderer.

I played two times when I was there. Two times I was a werewolf.

Two times kena FORFEIT.

Ish.

It was soooo embarrassing.

First time Jiajie and I kena wear bikini.

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But looking on the bright side, mine was not as bad. xD

Jiajie had to put two balloons as fake BOOBS! HAHAHAHAHA.

Second time kena tickle. -.-

BAD LUCK, huh?

After taking group pic and Beibei cut cake, went back.

But we were still LATE FOR PHYSICS. Ish.

But anyway, had fun. And HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Beibei.

Sorry I was in camp and forgot to wish you the day itself =((

Saturday 12.6.2010

Went for SA workshop. =)
We reached so early that we wondered if the workshop was cancelled or not.
HAHA.

It was nice. And I learned.

We played a couple of games. =) I still remember:

[Muthu stays in log cabin, rears dogs, plants durians, and drives a motorcycle.]

Hahaha.

And then Jiajie, Abbie, Ateqah and me kena o.O
Change facial expressions -.-
Very 'diu lian'. =( Can belive Eric actually uploaded it on youtube.
Haha. But Jiajie said 'luckily youtube cannot tag people'. HAHA.

Then we were required to choose a type of stationary that represents ourselves.
I'm STICKY NOTE xD

After the workshop they went Jusco to celebrate Qing's birthday.
Sad. Had to wait for cousin to fetch me, couldn't go.Sorry Qing =((

Me and Ju went to marketing dept to kacau Gwyen =))
Haha.
Played with meimei and hunk2. Lols.=))
Gwyen said I'm too stressed up, seeing the way I squeezed hunk2.
xD

Sunday 13.6.2010

Met my church buds again. So happie. =))

But they will be going to Singapore Zoo the following day.

Only I couldn't make it. A bit disappointed.
=((

Monday 14.6.2010 Tuesday 15.6.2010 Wednesday 16.6.2010

Nothing special. A week flooded with maths investigations and test.

-.- Got a couple of EE papers back. Ish.

Can't bear to take a second look at my marks.

Especially EALD.

I 'sibeh pekcek'.

And Bio. Haven't got back the marks yet.

But I know what to expect, since I didn't finish the paper. =((

Thursday 17.6.2010

TODAY! Mr. Alan freaked me out by mentioning that he calculated our

Mock ATAR. -.-

He talked for about 40 minutes =.=

Stating the asjgakfgkagkadg statistics,

adfagdghfasjgd percentages. Ish.

It's scary.

And he says he's going to stick the results on the notice board downstairs.

-.-

And I did something today =))

Something 'shhh' =))

Confirm ponteng-ing tomorrow =))

Twin sharing Moeba partner!

Volleyball Rachel baby xDD

Love you all.

We WILL have fun =D

2010-06-17T20:13:00.011+08:00

Show encrypted text

Please dont ask me for the password. As I won't let you know.

-.-

2010-06-15T23:43:00.003+08:00

That is what I call shameless.

Unfairness?

2010-06-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

How unfair is this world? I think there should be no limit to it.

We suffer alone. We cry alone. We face solitude alone.

Why are we always being taken advantage of?
Is it that we are too weak? Or is it that we are too kind?
Or we don't know how to refuse, how to say no?

It's tiring.

I don't want to cry again.

Before leaving secondary, everyone's advice was. .
'be more matured' 'grow up' 'or else you will be taken advantage of'

But IT still happens.

What to do?

I have to be strong. We have to be strong.
We must pull through, and prove ourselves.
We will succeed =)

We suffer now, while they suffer the rest of their lives :)

We will smile, they will regret. [Jiajie]

We will make them regret, let's jiayou together, friend =)

Thank you friend,

for your encouragement.♥

Proverbs =)

2010-06-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city. [Proverbs 16:32]

Cheryl Ting & Juliette Yong,

better learn how to control yourselves. =D

Youth Leadership Camp =)

2010-06-08T22:17:00.019+08:00

Okay la. My 'next post' is here.

4.6.2010-6.6.2010

a memorable period in my life.

3 days. Right after EE, but before bio and physics exam for some of us.

Was reluctant to go at first,but enjoyed a lot when I was there =)

I was kinda disappointed when I couldn't join Thinesh, Dee, Solhah and Ko Liang for the celebration in TGIF, and was kinda down during the first few hours of the camp.

Day 1

Was very awkward then during the registration, cos I wasn't assigned duty, didn't know what was I supposed to do. =( Walked around, tried my best to usher the campers to check their groups, check their temperature and into the auditorium.

Later on, the campers grouped together and SAs were assigned to each group. We had to PERFORM before that. Ouch. Danced nobody with Baa, Michelle, WoonYen and the girls onstage -.- Ji paiseh yi xia >.< I was one of the few SAs who didn't have a group. On the 2nd day only I realised how left out I was, without a group.

Who ask me hide behind pillar, hide behind Jiajie? Serves me right la. Then, ice breaker. Malaysia team was born! And stood out among all the other nations xD

Dinner was superb. One of the best meals in my life cos I was dead starving then. When the campers and their SAs were pitching the tents, Mr. Andrew, Mr. Yoong, Juliette & I walked to each toilet to put the buckets. Lol. First & last time I think, walking in the corridors in Sunway College holding buckets. -.- Then helped Gennie stick tent numbers. Haha. After that, 11+ pm, bath!! Lols. I didn't bath since 6am. So happy then. After bath had a long chat with Juliette =)Then only sleep.

Day 2

Early morning Shin Yeong woke us up. 'Bang bang bang. Wake up.'

So cold. Brrr. Shivered.

Bath. Gather at MPH. Morning exercise.

I felt like a retard when I first learned chocolatte -.-

After that, bfast, then ice breaker. Made their group flags this time.

I had nothing to do. So I jadi calefare. Walking around with masking tape, tugging the rubbish bag around collecting rubbish -.-

Pas tu kita perform our Malaysia team rah-rah! Haha.

Do mi so, si fa so. Do mi so si fa so. Malaysia truly Asia~

Team Malaysia!

Haha. Had quite a lot of fun with them =)

After lunch we had 2 games. One by Gennie. I helped Mr. Andrew and Ms. Linda together with Kek Jin. =) The other one by Cheng. Helped at Jiajie and Vijay's station. Throw flour xDD However, almost blew my top then. THE CAMPERS JUST DON'T LISTEN TO US!! Same case with Jiajie too. He also shouted until he almost lost his voice.

Dinner. Barbeque dinner. Haha. After dinner fooled around with the SAs in the carpark. Jiajie, Jiaye, Vijay & Raymond parked their cars into an 'S' shape.. Watching Mr. Yoong 'catwalk'. . Holding hands jumping around Jessica, Mr. Yoong and Shin Yeong and 'group-hugging' them when we were so stinky. Haha. They played with the water guns, and washed Raymond's car with it. HAHA. Cheng even put soap in the water guns. Felt like a real carwash. Haha.

After bath we watched 17 again in MPH. =)) Too cold at first, went down alone to get my jacket. Walking in corridors and taking the lift alone at 2+ am really creeped me out. -.- I slept during the movie. Haha. And woke up shivering. Lols. That was really unforgettable. How many people have to chance to watch movie in MPH wrapped in sleeping bags??

After the movie went back to SSD. 3+ am. Me and Ju went to the toilet. Saw 3 boys were not in their tents. I go tegur lor. Who knows he scare me saying something disturbing them, and told me not to goo to the toilet or else I'll see a white thing -.- It was scary. Then asked the guys to help tegur the boys. As I was freaked out, We asked one of the guys to teman us to the toilet. Who knows all of the guys followed 0.o

Day 3

3rd day= last day. Had our morning exercise. Chocolatte! ! All of us were addicted to chocolatte lar. So enjoy when dancing right? Haha. Then breakfast and games again. This time the facilitator was Gwyen, and Vijay, Baa and I helped. Fun game though. Seeing leaders shouting at their group members. Haha. But damn tired after that. -.-

Then, closing. Announced winner - Australia =))

After that took a lot of group photos with the campers. =))

After tidying up, we were ready to leave camp, leave the fun and friends, and go back to our lives as sunway college students. x.x

SAs and staff had lunch together after the camp. At Master Chef =) The food there nice lar wei =))Fun hanging around and listening to their jokes too =)

Gwyen sent me home after that. Thank her very much =) It was fun when she mixed up the two Cheryls in the car. xD and had to say: 'the cheryl in front' 'the cheryl behind'. Haha.

3 days of camp. I learned a lot. Learned to appreciate things more and not take things for granted. I used to participate in camps. We used to complain about the committee members too. This time in this camp, I learned that the committee has to put in a lot of effort and hard work in organising a camp. They are the one's running around, busying, looking into everything, worry about campers and have to starve at times.It is really tiring. But all of it was worth it. We enjoyed it. We will never forget it.

It is also a joy, when people say thank you. The warmth in one's heart can heal all the fatigue and pain =)

Sunway Youth Leadership Camp Rocks!
SA Malaysia Team we rock!

YLC

2010-06-07T21:38:00.003+08:00

Back from Youth Leadership Camp.

3 days of running about, fooling around and having fun have
tortured the legs of all the Student Ambassadors -.-
Today all of us walked with kaki terkangkang. D:
People laugh =(

Had fun. Really. =))

We came back with serious addiction to chocalate latte. =P
And are still in crazy mode ><

Will blog about the details in my next post. =)
Ciao.

Loves.

Can I not go?

2010-06-03T21:42:00.005+08:00

Can I not go? I aint excited.

I still have exams on monday.

CAN I NOT GO??

BFFs

2010-05-30T19:22:00.007+08:00

A conversation between my dad and me just now.

Cheryl: Pa, You see,we are seperated.I'm in Sunway, Pei Ling in EC, Pin in MMU, Shahira in UiTM, Tong in Renaissence, Poh pei in UCSI.
Dad: It's like that one la. Everyone's pursuing their own future. After some time some of you may forget each other.Later on everyone will have their own friends, you also have new friends what. As time passes you all sure will lose touch one.

You all will never leave me behind.
You all always look back and ask: Where's Cheryl?
You all will never lose me.
You all worry about me in the water, knowing I can't swim.
You all tolerate my childishness.
You all teach me to grow up.

Wherever I go, wherever you go, I love you, I remember you.
Now I have new friends, but nothing will beat the relationship we had.
To me, we are BFFs forever. I hope it's the same to you.

♥ Cheryl ♥ Pei Ling ♥ Koala ♥ Eyra ♥ Tong ♥ Poh pei ♥

Love vs dota?

2010-05-28T00:01:00.015+08:00

Koala asked me to read this, made me cry...

*****

Dota比赛中场休息，我忙里偷闲用Msn聊天，这个时间，没有几个人在线，

我与其中的一个女孩聊得来，她告诉我她叫诺儿，我说我叫宝宝。

这当然不是我的真名，只不过这样更容易哄女孩子。诺儿给我的感觉很单纯，
很可爱，她总是呵呵的傻笑。

我今年22岁，他们都说我有病，放着好好的工作不干，去打什么专业Dota，
可我是一个自由散漫惯了的人，父母自有高额退休金，我住着自己的公寓。

我热爱Dota，我的理想是亚洲冠军，为了它，我可以放弃一切。
我发现诺儿上网很有规律，而我也喜欢和她胡吹乱侃，别的我不敢说，
哄小女生我最在行，尤其是诺儿这种单纯的。我喜欢气她，我总说她傻，
她就回给我一个气呼呼的小脸，其实我是想说她傻的可爱。

他们说我是网上的害虫，因为我总是哄骗网上的小姑娘走到现实中来做我的女朋友，
新鲜劲过了之后在SAY白白。我不是自夸我长得多么帅，我只是在陈述事实。
我知道时机到了，我对诺儿说：“我们见面吧！”在此之前，
我已经在网上叫她一个多月的老婆了。

我坐在KFC等她，心中暗自祈祷她不要太恐龙。9点整，一个女孩推门而进，
她似乎是披着阳光进来的，好耀眼的光芒，那一刻我以为我见到了天使。
我呆呆地看者她在我对面坐下，她梳着两条小辫子，
额前的碎发泛着点点的光晕，我闻得到她身上力士香皂和苹果沐浴乳的味道，
她未施粉黛的脸上还带着点稚气。

“你是诺儿？”我问她。

她咬着可乐吸管“恩”了一声。

“你成年了吗？”我怎么感觉自己跟诱骗未成年人一样呢？

诺儿听了这话，抬起头盯者我，她的眼睛很大，她特认真地说：
“我下个月就过二十岁生日了。”

我不知道这个世界上有没有一见钟情，但我知道我对诺儿的这
种感觉是从未有过的，很强烈，也很独特。我不知道这个比喻是否恰当，
但我就是觉得她像个粉嫩嫩的草莓蛋糕，可爱到让人想咬却又舍不得。
我就像被施了法术一般，话都有些说不连贯，恍惚之中，
看到她朝我微笑，阳光溢出来，溅落，星星点点。

我用尽了一切我所能想得出的方法才算把她“骗”到手,
在我牵起她的手的那一刻，我告诉自己，她是我的女人，
一个我要保护的女人。

我照例天天打Dota，但没忘了上msn和她聊天，偶尔再泡几个MM，
我几乎天天都能收到她的留言：“宝宝你要乖，不要泡MM，天冷要加衣。”

我们战队顺利地进入了前八强，今天是总决赛，午休，我看着干巴巴的饭盒，
没有丝毫食。走出赛区，看见大门口蹲坐着一个熟悉的身影，走过去看是诺儿。
我拍拍她，她显然吓了一跳，见是我，舒了一口气,把一个保温饭煲递到我手里.
我接过后，她慌忙把手藏到身后，可是我还是看见她手上被烫的水泡。

盒里的饭有点凉了，我问她：“等很久了了？”

“对啊，你手机关掉了。”她嘟着嘴。

“不是告诉你不要来嘛。来，让老公抱抱，累了吧？”我有点心疼。

“我不来你又饿肚子，你一点都不乖，还挑食。”

我吃着盒里的饭，诺儿坐在我身边，紧张地问：“好吃吗？好吃吗？”
我大口大口的扒着饭，说实话，挺难吃的，可是我能想象得出这个连袜子
都不会洗的女孩是怎样笨手笨脚地为我做第一顿饭。心中是久违了的感动。
我笑着说：“老婆的爱心午餐当然好吃了，你看我不是全部都吃光了吗？”

诺儿听了一脸满足地笑着，站起来就走。

“宝贝你去哪儿啊？”我问她。

“回家呗。“

“别急，我带你去一个地方。”我把她领进赛区，我从没领女孩儿见过朋友，
更别说是赛区。队友们见到诺儿都好奇极了，“小嫂子、小嫂子”地叫着，
弄得她脸蛋都通红的，队友们都跑来跟我打趣，我心里明白，
我是真的爱上她了。

msn上，我问她，“诺儿，你嫁给我好吗？”她还是呵呵地傻笑，“好啊。
以前别人说什么要娶我，我觉得特恐怖，但是我现在突然想嫁人了。”
嗯，诺儿，相信我，等我攒够钱让你做最风光的新娘，我们就结婚。

虽然我们队没有拿到第一，但对于我们这支刚组成不久的队伍来说，
全省第二的成绩已经是非常好的了，所以我决定继续努力，非打第一不可。

Dota的比赛越来越多，我也越来越忙，我忘了多久没想过诺儿了，
我总是比赛到很晚，偶尔在msn上看到她，她也总是很沉默，
我不知道她怎么了。现在想起来，才知道是自己不对，
因为我从来没有关心过她是不是开心，过得好不好。

一天，她说：“你能陪我说会话吗？”

我说：“不行啊，我现在在联系比赛正在等电话。而且马上要开赛了。”

“就一会儿也不行吗？”

“诺儿乖。”

“Dota对你来说真的很重要吗？”

“是。”

“那我呢？难道我就一点不重要吗？”

“也重要。”

“那我和Dota哪个更重要呢？”

“Dota。”我没有骗她。

很久，她的msn头像都没有再晃动。

几天后，我看到她给我的留言：“我不知道能不能等到自己
比dota更重要的那一天了，以后你要照顾好自己．．．
．．．”我觉得她像是在说傻话，没看完就关了msn。

几个月后，打完dota回到家已经是精疲力竭了，倒在床上一动不想动。
这时手机响起来，我不想接，可它却响个没完没了。我一看是诺儿的号，
就没好气地接起来说：“不是叫你这几天别打电话给我吗？你不知道我有多累……”

电话那一端传来一阵怒吼：“……你他 [ 粗话自动过滤系统 ] 还算不算是男人啊？”

不是诺儿，我一愣，“你谁呀你？”

“你甭管我是谁，明天诺儿出殡，你要也算个人，就来看她最后一眼。”

诺儿？出殡？什么跟什么呀？我还想再问下，电话戛然挂断。

忽然一股恐怖感占据了我，我拼命的回拨，很久才有人接起来，
是个很苍老的声音，“你找……”

“诺儿呢？”

“她……不在了……”声音里明显带着哭腔。

我的脑袋轰的一下，难道，诺儿她真的出事了？

哪天，我看见诺儿被他们抬了出来，她脸上还带着微笑，
可天使般的微笑再也泛不出光晕了，诺儿的朋友看我的眼神分明是仇视的，
恨不得吃了我。诺儿的妈妈告诉我，诺儿有血小板减少症，
家里人什么都不让她做，生怕她不小心弄破了手指或是什么地方，
血流不止。原以为治好了，可后来不知怎的，血小板又突然下降，
心脏功能也开始衰竭。前几天她突然精神很好，我们都明白那意味着什么，
她说她想听听你的声音，打电话给你，可是关机，她说你一定在比赛呢。
有人说去找你，可诺儿不让，她说比赛对你很重要，她怕你生气，说着说着自己
就哭了，我们也都跟着哭，她说肯定有一天你会明白，她比dota重要，
可她等不到了……诺儿妈妈有抹起眼泪来。

我靠在医院太平间的墙上，想哭没泪。

我好几天没打dota了，呆呆地看着诺儿的msn形象，自从诺儿走了以后，
我整个人好像被抽走了力量。身和心都特别疲惫。

我打开诺儿的msn才知道，里面只有我一个人的号。

我注意到她的资料里有一个网址，打开是个心情驿站，
有各种各样的故事，其中有篇文章的署名是诺儿。

“不敢想象，我就那么不可救药地爱上了他。我喜欢他的温柔，
也喜欢他假装凶巴巴的样子，我想如果有一天他向我求婚，我一定会嫁给他。

我最近很不开心，我喜欢听他说话，可他却连话都不愿意和我说了，因为他很忙，
他要打dota。他再也不叫我小傻瓜了，他从没说过爱我，
也没送过花给我，可我还是喜欢他。

有一天我告诉他江边涨水了，他说以后陪我看，我很高兴。
有一天我看见一只很可爱的小狗，他答应我，我们以后也会有一只，也叫诺儿，
我很高兴。他说过几天陪我去看电影，放风筝，我特别开心，
虽然这些都还没有实现，我相信总有一天会的。但我恐怕等不了那么久了。

他说dota比我重要，我没生气，因为这是实话，可是我很伤心，
所以我偷偷地哭了。我想我还不够坚强，我做的还不够好，
医生说我过不到下一个生日了，也就是4月4日，
他还不知道我的生日呢！不过这也没关系。

我又虚弱了，刚打了几个字就很累，真的很没用。

我知道他有很多女朋友，这样也好，我走了，他不会伤心，
虽然我是那样想嫁给他，我一直盼他送我玫瑰，哪怕只一支，
以前有很多人送我，可我没收，因为那代表爱情，
我想我可能等不到他送我的那一天了，所以我偷偷买了一朵送给自己，
我想我写什么他永远都看不见了，所以我可以随心所欲地敲打文字，
我刚才打电话给他，但他关机了。那个讨厌的声音一直重复‘对不起，
您拨打的电话已关机’。我好想，真的好想再和他说说话，哪怕就一分钟，
听听他的声音也好，我们好久都没见面了，我每天都好想他。真没出息，
又哭了，唉，其实我真的好放心不下他，他玩游戏时间长了眼睛会疼，
我买了眼药水却没法给他，还有，他挑食……”

文章没有写完，想是她累了，结尾有一个FlasLASH，
我点击Play，优雅的声音在空空的房间里回荡。

“静静地陪你走了好远好远/
连眼睛红了都没有发现/
听着你说你现在的改变/看著我依然最爱你的笑脸/
这条旧路依然没有改变/以往的每次路过都是晴天/
想起我们有过的从前/泪水就一点点开始蔓延……每当我闭上眼/
我总是可以看见/你的诺言全部都会实现/
我吻过你的脸/你已经不在我的身边/
我还是祝福你过的好一点/ 断开的感情线/我不要做断点/
只想在睡前听见你的蜜语甜言……”

Flash制作得有点粗糙，可我那憋了很久的眼泪还是滴了下来，
画面的结尾还有一行行的小字。

“想听你说爱我，一声也好；

想接受你送的玫瑰，一朵也好；

想再多点时间爱你，哪怕只一天；

可是现在，我的手都已经好颤抖，好想再见你一面。”

我一个人做在漆黑的房间里，终于大哭起来，我就那样错过
了你，我最爱的女人，还来不及宠你，还来不及实现诺言，
还来不及让你做我最美丽的新娘。该死的dota，
我连你最后一面都没见上，我真该死。是的，
我终于明白了你是最重要的，可惜你不能在等我了。

今年清明没下雨，我放弃了dota，做了白领，我一定会要你做我最风光的新娘。

“生日快乐，小傻瓜。”

每日礼拜我都会来这里，我只想和你说说话，纯白饿墓碑宛如你的纯洁。
微风像你的发丝轻佛过我的脸，想念我那依然最爱的你的笑脸。

朋友、家人都惊讶于我的改变，我不抽烟了，不打dota了，不上网了，
养了一只和你一样可爱的小狗，像当初我们说好的那样，叫它诺儿，
我只想再和你说说话，再送你最美的玫瑰。

不要为了网上游戏成迷　。。。爱人就只有那么一个，请珍惜。。。

打　dota 又或是沉迷其他网游的朋友，请千万不要忽略你的爱人。。。

(Taken from jbtalks.)

*****

Why engineer who doesnt play Dota? Not only Dota.
No addiction to online games please.

2010-05-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

I can see. I can hear. I can read. I can feel.

Observation skills?

Somehow. I know.

Cry

2010-05-23T15:06:00.007+08:00

Only now I know I care.

I cried.

I looked up and saw you crying.

& I cried.Cried.Cried.

How much it meant to me,

it must mean even even more to you.

& I'm sad for you.

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

He may have other plans for us.

He will never forsake us.

Pray.& believe.
He will pull us through.

out of breath

2010-05-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

I'm out of breath.

Must i continue this?

Depressed.

hell?

2010-05-13T22:59:00.012+08:00

Constant variable?

Maths investigation/ test every lesson.

Minimum 2 essay every bio lesson.

Chemistry write-ups almost every lesson.

Haunting nightmares at the moment...

Physics quiz tomorrow.

Chemistry test next monday.
Self reflection essay next monday.
Moral test next tuesday.

Coming soon..

Physics topic test

Bio topic test

Assignments due

EALD two weeks time

Bio (21st may)

The ultimate horror

Evaluation exam (31st may)

WHO CAN HELP ME GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE??!!

SDG

2010-05-06T19:16:00.003+08:00

2nd May 2010,I'm a new person (:

SDG.

Baptism tomorrow (:

2010-05-01T22:36:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow...

will be a big day.

For Cheryl, Rachel, Joy, Amanda, Johann and guys~

Baptism / Confirmation~ <3

Give me 5 xD Finally.

BCLS.

Ended.

Miss the times we had,

hanging around together,

makan together,

studying God's word together...

Guys, we may not have a chance to spend time together,

but let's shine forth in His glory together. (:

Thank you.

2010-04-19T21:53:00.001+08:00

Thank you.
Thank you for the encouragement,
thank you for the motivation,
thank you for the enlightening (:
What you have done carries a lot of meaning to me (:
Im grateful.

And I vow never to disappoint you.

KAU YANG TERINDAH

2010-04-16T17:23:00.006+08:00

KAU YANG TERINDAH

Kau yang terindah
di dalam hidup ini
tiada Allah Tuhan yang seperti Engkau
besar perkasa penuh kemuliaan

Kau yang termanis
di dalam hidup ini
ku cinta Kau lebih dari segalanya
besar setia kasih Mu kepadaku

kusembah Kau ya Allahku
kutinggikan namaMu selalu
tiada lutut tak bertelut
menyembah Yesus Tuhan rajaku

kusembah kau ya Allahku

kutinggikan namaMu selalu

seua lidah kan mengaku

engkaulah Yesus Tuhan rajaku

* One of my favourite Christian songs (:

tiada Allah Tuhan yang seperti Engkau

besar perkasa penuh kemuliaan

Ipoh~

2010-04-15T19:44:00.005+08:00

Hello.
Sem break.
And Cheryl Ting vanished from the net for a few days for an important mission:

Mission: Eat eat eat
Location: Ipoh, Sitiawan

Left JB saturday morning by train, reached late evening :)

Got to see the sunset :) So pretty.

Miss gugu's house so much, and gogo too :)

Gogo

Pity Esin was in NS. Didnt get to meet her :(

You know, Ipoh food are awesome. Yum yum. Haha. The 4 days there - eat eat eat. Sebelum makanan dicernakan, kita makan lagi. Fulfilled the aim of my mission (;

Teh C

Chee cheong fun

Wan tan mee

Claypot chicken rice

Hor hee

Ngar choi gai

Laksa

and dot dot dot.

I could imagine tky's saliva xDD

Uncle Peter said it was a 'must' to bring us a restaurant for chinese dishes xD He calls it the 'no class restaurant' :)

It was super hot, super cramped, waited super long, but the food was awesome. No lies there.

Dad and I at the 'no class restaurant'.

LaLa~ My favourite~

丰富 sia~

Life in Ipoh?

Not much.. Only eat eat eat~ and sms whole day :)

Didn't do any climbing this time. Tsunami ><

Uncle Peter was disappointed. He has been looking forward to bringing me to climb ><

Eat.

Eat again.

Eat.

Eat eat.

Eat eat eat.

...

Went to Jusco Kinta City one day (forgot which -.-)

Happy sia. Cause I bought a book :)

The art of racing in the rain xD

Papa bought a book too><

三字经. -.-

Eat.

Eat eat.

Eat.

Finally - Tuesday.

Went back to sitiawan :)

Eat eat again.

光饼 in ayer tawar ~

But now the 'gong piang' not as nice already. The standard dropped.

'Lao ji'.

Besides eating.. I went back to see my beloved.

My beloved.. uncles, aunts and cousin :)

Especially Gingging Jiejie <3 I missed her so much :)

She said : '你再长高我就不要跟你好了!' Haha.
Relak ar. I sudah sampai limit ><

Gone other places too~
Lumut.
Marina Island.

had dinner with 3rd uncle and family :)

Then.. Back to JB the next day.

I love Sitiawan. I love Ipoh.

You still sayang me :) And I sayang you too :)

I'll come back :) 6 years later. Wait for me <3

清流

2010-04-15T14:05:00.008+08:00

Two of my masterpieces in 清流 09/10 :)
Click to view larger version xD

谈婚前性行为

湖景

2010-04-15T00:02:00.003+08:00

Solo.

2010-04-14T21:51:00.002+08:00

Back <3

Sweat -.-

2010-04-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hi.
Cheryl Ting is sweating in front of the pc,
in a room,
in a house,
in a taman called Taman Song Choon,
in a city called Ipoh,
in a state called Perak,
in a country called Malaysia.
Kthxbai.

RM

2010-04-09T19:35:00.002+08:00

I know you're dedicated,
I know you care.
It hurts me to see you disappointed.
I dont want you to give up on us.
I'll work hard,
not to let you down.

Ausmatians for life~

2010-04-08T20:35:00.004+08:00

"Eat together.

Fart together.

Ausmatians for life!"

Wanqing Loe

Facebook -

Sunway JB Ausmat '10 ♥

@ 7.4.2010 21.57

2010-04-07T21:43:00.004+08:00

I'm the first one to cry and cried the most in AUSMAT?

2010-04-04T16:17:00.003+08:00

Are you there?
Or are you just a decoy dream?

I love freshies nite!

2010-04-02T22:18:00.008+08:00

<3 Freshie's night was awesome!! Especially for Ausmatians~ Love you guys. You've made the night!

Before the event we loitered around the campus, enjoying the different night atmosphere xD So nice lar wei. Ada itu feel ><

Mindee * Yubei * Solhah * Me * Wanqing

In MPH

Terence * Thinesh * Mindee * Ko Liang * Me during dinnertime (:

Wanqing * Michelle * Juliette * Yubei

The night view was awesome!

9.10pm!! That was it. Ausmat's "we were once primates" made its debut. xD Haha. Bad romance. Between Terence the beggar and Jiajie the monkey. Omg. These people are going to be famous! Haha. Heard that an article bout our sketch will be coming out in The Star xD Good job guys! We deserve the number one!

Ausmat sketch

BANANA!!! HAHAHAHAHA!

Group pic of the winners!!

AUSMAT!!!

Jiajie look damn scary lar wei.

The 'hot chick'?

After Freshie's night, we went for minum at the 'purple shop'. Haha. Freaking expensive sia. Skyjuice rm2.50 :0

At the purple shop

Haha. Went back in thinesh's car. Nice lar wei. Got massage chair somemore. Boom boom boom xD Mindee and Solhah terlalu enjoy at the back :P

Haha. The next day Ms Vivien congratulated us xD and took pictures with us (;

Haha. That afternoon,the happy AUSMAT peeps xD

Pergi celebrate dekat jusco.

Makan pizza. Whee~

Lepas makan pizza, the happy AUSMAT peeps pergi main bowling bersama-sama.

Except the bio ppl who got assignment due and test the following day :( - Me, Ky, SinYee, MeiXian.

We missed the fun!!!!!!!!!!

Majlis Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang xD

2010-03-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

The "pelajar cemerlangs". Haha.

Kok Yuan,Kai Wen, Eyra, Me,Pin Pin, Pei Ling, Nabila, Wen Qian

In the furnished school toilet xD

Went back to school today for the Majlis Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang (:

Fun, but torturing.

It was still okay before entering the hall. At least we can chit chat in the classroom.

But after entering the hall, we had to listen to more than one hour of speeches.

asdfghjkadfghjk...

Pengerusi PIBG, Pengetua, VVIP -.-

And PeiLing & Koala sat so far away :0

I was almost bored to death.

Sigh.

After the majlis, we had lunch together at Chungky.
Haha.

Koala and me in Nabila's Ford xD

PeiLing Me and Eyra in Chungky :)

Nice to be together with my buddies <3
Pity I couldnt join then in K-box. :(

Peiling,

Koala,

Eyra & Tong,

I love you all.

Ist ME class~

2010-03-26T23:50:00.007+08:00

Today's the day (:

We had our first ever ME class.
And guess what? It was in the lecture hall (Y)
Wahahahahaha. Our 1st time in the lecture hall.

ME. . . . .
To me its like : . . . .
I cant get what the lecturer says, although he's using a mike.
But they all can still laugh.
Ouch.
I dont even get the joke -.-
But I did get the part that he said :
You can go to the toilet. Just stand up and go. But make sure come back lar.
(Y)

The guys were plO. They can still play DOTA at the back of the hall ><
*thumbs up.
The evidence~~

I even saw Ko liang reading newspapers o.o

I was bored. So i kacau-ed Yubei through sms.
But she wasnt fooled >< She knew it was me ><

asdfghjkkjgdfghjsdfghh -.- bored.

*sorry wanqing, you're not in :(

you were down there :(

ME = boring. Sigh. But I'll appreciate if it's in the lecture hall everytime xDD

rainbow

2010-03-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

What will happen,

If one day

the rainbow loses its colour?

Miracle?

2010-03-24T20:50:00.003+08:00

I have a feeling.
If this time next year, I have my butt on a seat in a lecture hall in a university,
I'll look back and think: Wow, I survived.

Its a miracle if i can pull through.

EALD

2010-03-22T07:37:00.004+08:00

Finally. I finished the EALD assignment.
I had no choice, but to wake up at 4am to complete it.
I feel like a zombie now.

AUSMAT is seriously depriving me of sleep.
I went to bed at 2am, and woke up at 4am.
And theres like... a whole days class in front of me. ><

The final production..
I aint happy with it.
Cos i didnt give it my best.

It was finished in a rush.At 6.45am -.-

Sigh. But at least... I have something to hand in.

I hate doing assignments last minute. But procastination always wins.
So I always have to.

-.-

Sad

2010-03-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

The more tired I am,

the more emotional I am,

the more time i spend reminiscing..

I would just sit,

with my earphones plugged in,

listening to songs that make me sad.

Being sad.

Lyrics, melodies, dont seem important.

The songs, the voices, the feel, just breaks my heart.

Listening, and being sad.

Reminiscing.

Thinking.

I have no idea why.

When i sit,

listen,

think,

and be sad,

no happy memories ran through.

I'll have flashbacks.

Of tears,

sorrow

and fury.

I never stop them.

I would just sit,

listen,

think,

and be sad.

Until the sky clears again.

ASSes = death

2010-03-20T11:09:00.005+08:00

Im tired. Really. I don't really look forward to weekends anymore.
With the assignments, homeworks and reports being piled up.
This year I'm getting closer to procastination. We're becoming buddies. ><
Sigh.

To do list for this weekend:

Bio revision
Maths revision
Chemistry revision
Physics revision
Bio assignment
~~Chemistry assignment~~
~~EALD assignment~~

I feel like dying already. Now, a motivation how strong already has not enough power to spur me on.

*RIP cheryl. Die already.

2010-03-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

I love saturday xDD

2010-03-01T19:00:00.001+08:00

Whee~~

Saturday went back to SMKSP.

Wahaha. There was a CNY celebration xDD

I went back for fun.

Catch up with my friends~

Aiya. Means I sibuk la.

Ish, why wasnt there celebration of this kind when we were still there?

-.-"

I didnt expect it was such a grand affair.

Wow.

But there was lion dance.

Wow.

There was PPD people there.

Wow.

Got 'tang yuan'.

(I helped to wash the cups without having to eat any -.-)

Wow.

Saw Mr. Lai again.

Wow.

Nice drama on.

Wow.

Our 'gang' met again.

We these bunch of 'cranky' seniors sat at the teachers row.

We sat on chairs.You know? CHAIRS.

Whee~~

Juniors~ Enjoy the floor.. xD

We went to Le Curry for lunch together.

Wow.

I so missed the food there :)

Havent eaten there since.. The week before SPM?

Heard its going to move. Aww.

Such a pity.

Supposed to go Hutan Bandar / Taman Merdeka after lunch.

For the Bio Investigation thingy.

But it was erm.. Called off.

Cos thinesh had no car -.-" Couldnt drive us there.

So..

I went to CS with my friends~

Whee~

*clap clap*

Catched Percy Jackson and the lightning thief xD

Wow.

Logan Lerman has like the most gorgeous eyes in the universe ;0

Mesmerising.

Opps xDD

The movie was awesome.

Especially CG effects :P

CG effects. Lol.

Wheee~

Boom! Now i know Tsunamis are caused by the son of Poseidon :P

But they tricked us -.-"

It was like 'oh, the end, come on, toilet time.'

Everone rose and moved out.

and upon reaching the door,

We only realised it wasnt over yet.

So we sank our buttocks into the first row seats -.-"

La~ La~ La~

Ish. Compared to the lame Jumper.

Percy Jackson is an Awesome movie. A must watch!

I ♥ Logan Lerman xDD

FB FB ~

2010-02-21T20:21:00.005+08:00

Hello! Im back. Blogging. Haha.

Last day of CNY hols.

And I 'think' that i have unfinished homework..

Aha!

Lol. I did my best okay?

I started doing from 2nd day of new year okay?

Haha.

Did amongst replying FB comments and 'group msn-ing'.

Aha!

Dont shake your head. I know I'm teruk.

But at least I off PC and study with no distractions from 12am - 2am.

FB apps can be QUITE entertaining~

Our favourite apps:

Who is following you?

Friends exposed.

And some super random and lame apps ><

Recently we discovered a fun app o.O

My name in Japanese

From this app. Haha.

Our japanese names >>>

Cheryl - Yumiko

Min Dee - Masami

Solhah - Chika

Wan Qing - Akemi

Brendon - Kazuhiko

Aha!

But hor.

I did this test for a few times wor.

The results were >>>

Cheryl - Yumiko

Cher Yuke - Reiko

丁泽毓 - Yukiko
泽毓 - Kazumi

Haha.

I'll stick with the first trial xDD

Tomorrow back to school :D

Can see waja.

Can hug health club :D

Sooo happy.

So bored during the hols.

Ish.

So I spam FB ><

Haha.

People, dont attack me.

You know I'm bored.

Aha!

Bye for now xD

Cya.