曙光 (欧菁仙)

 

曙光

每当我很不开心的时候
我总爱对自己说
这世界不是小小的屋檐
天空好大好远

不经过寒冬哪来梅花香
没有黎明怎么会有曙光
人生的道路崎岖或平坦
还不是要自己去承担

等待天亮 期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂

谁能够只有快乐不悲伤
遇到挫折不沮丧
人生的旅途怎样多变幻
要靠自己的判断

Almost forgot this song, the song that I used to love when I was young.
I am disheartened now. Depressed. Sad. Can't think straight.
I cried. But what can I do?

This song came to me. Suddenly.
It dawned on me. What happened to the words that used to encourage me?
What happened to the cheerful girl who used to wave troubles away with a smile or laugh?
Who believed that nothing is impossible, nothing can be done?

In her place came a girl who drop tears easily.
Who dare not put her trust in fear of hurt.
Who is afraid of challenges and mountains.
Who is not strong. At all.
She is weak, fragile, weather-beaten.
A weakling, who needs someone to care and be there for her.

I hate her. I despise her.
I want the me back.
But where can I find me?
When can I get my sky back?

I guess.. I'm lost.