Reality

Today I傻眼twice...Why these stupid things keep on happening?? Why I have to face all these reality everyday?? Living life is a difficult thing.. Things I don't like keep happening, I try hard but always have to face dejection.. There are always times I feel I'm alone, no one is by my side... I need sunshine.. But there are aways dark clouds.. I don't want to think so much.. I don't want to...