Ausmat friends =)

These people make my day :))

Yubei, or rather piggy. Guess she's the one I trust the most :) We get along v well. Both extremely perasan cases, both eat and sleep a lot. XD Our topics always revolve around pigs. Forever arguing about who's the most pig or what. Haha. Always wanted to be in the same group for assignment, and we finally did XD Great time working and eating together. :D

Glad we got close, though only from the last few months in Ausmat. But it's a forever pig friendship :))

Solhah = my babe. I ♥ her, she ♥s me. Haha. Eat together. Play together. Chat together. Always there for each other when we face problems :) A girl who can really laugh. Deadly contagious. Used to LOL together at the beginning of the year, but drifted apart. Glad we became close again :) Thanks for sharing my problems and fetching me too ♥ :)

Qing. A very special person. She laughs often and cries often too. Anaconda Qing. Looks happy and strong on the outside, but soft on the inside. A girl anyone would want to love and protect =) Big big hug, Qing ♥

Introduced her on the first day of EALD, thought she was stuck up then. Haha. We were in the same group for debate. Been close ever since ♥ =)) Love you lots!

Jiajie the tofu. My first guy friend in Ausmat.  I have the same birthday as his bro and sis. XD Jiajie you very out XD Hahahahaha.

The smart guy in class. I always ask him physics and chemistry. XD Thanks for being patient and nice when I ask you questions D: Thanks for helping when I have problems. You’re da best :) And believe me hor. Cheryl doesn’t simply bluff. :D

Ko Liang. My best pal =) Like what your birthday present says. Haha. Hope it’s hanging somewhere visible ya? XD

A nice boy through and through. Looks like a kid but definitely more mature than I am. XD We love badminton ♥ :)

Friends forever ya? Lu mu hu ♥ :D

Juliette. Have no idea why she’s always down. Haha. Be stronger, dear ♥ There’s much more bad things out there we have to face later on :) Anything, you have my shoulder to lean on and me to hug! Promise :) ♥ ya.

Roller coaster driver. She & her ‘lil black Naza always fetches Yubei and I for our makan sessions. Yum. Haha. Nvm Ju, we don’t hold it against you. At least we’re still alive XD No offense ya?  :D

Mien & Manie. The two who sat across me in physics lab during sem1. XD Friendship started when I used to wave like silly at them across the table, making them giggle. Haha. Became close since 3 of us sat together during chemistry in 210A. LOL.

I’m the professional photographer for their limey and pinky. XD Had fun playing during chemistry and physics. Sometimes EALD. Classes seem more fin when they’re beside me :D

Thanks for bringing Cheryl out to eat Nasi Lemak Special too! :D ♥

Kangyi. Who calls himself awesome, LOL. Extreme perasan case in our class, awesome pair with SM. I’m constantly jealous of his ‘intelligent genes’. He’s good in EVERTHING. Every single subject. Haha. SUPER FORGETFUL PERSON and always needs reminding. That I do not  envy. Haha.

Sits beside me during bio. Thanks for comforting me everytime I cry. Sorry for the ‘shocks’. D: And sorry for troubling you everytime with questions. Haha. You never fail to help. :))

Mindee. The pro cantonese and pro jalan. Haha. We go to the same dentist XD

Amusing seeing her and Brendon quarelling on FB. Old woman as how he calls her. EBIL OLD WOMAN! Hahahahahaha.

Meixian & Sinyee.  帅哥&阿黄duo. Always together. :) One quiet and adorable, one cheeky and likes to act fierce. Always ‘Oi’ me. XD But both are kind and easygoing. :)Easy to bully? Haha

Real good people :) ♥ you two =)

Cheng. Awesomely clever and hardworking guy. Crazily good results. Top boy, good monitor, good speaker, helpful guy. Ask him anything he’ll always be ready to help =) Everybody goes to him if they have any problem in maths XD Extremely mature and frugal guy too. XD

 

Adelyn. The older girl. The clever girl. The hardworking girl. The nice girl. The helpful girl. The friendly girl. The kind girl. Haha.

One word for her – NICE. Like what I wrote on the bio comment paper :D

Kangquan. First EALD team member. Always talk so softly == Been in the same group for don’t know how many times already. XD Always quarrel. Stamps his feet when he’s pek cek.

I always do things to annoy him XD Once, I remember him saying: 如果你是男的我就比中指咯. Lol. Hahaha. I should be thankful that I’m a girl then.

“我打你啊.”

Life as an Ausmatian will not be the same without you guys :)

In the midst of exams.

Time passes real fast yea? We're left with only 3 papers and we'll be free.


Physics was quite difficult. Couldn't do electricity question. And not enough time to finish. EALD, as usual, die at listening part. Why can't listening be as easy as those Ms Vv gave in class? Hmph. Essay was quite rushed. Wrote in 30 minutes instead of the suggested 55 minutes. Omg. Can't tell papa this or else I'll get slaughtered.

3 more papers to go. Work hard and Jiayous for the remaining papers people. I know we need both LUCK and HARD WORK. Heh.

It'll be over in a jiffy =) And the day of parting shall come in a jiffy too :(

Some stories - the last few days of college 1

=) It's one week to our finals and I'm here blogging. Don't care. :D
College life going to end soon, if I don't jot those memories down now, I wouldn't have any more chances =)

I'm as tense as ever, but in peace compared to how I felt prior EE and mock. Maybe I've experienced those (wth,next week is exam!) few times already. Maybe because the fact that I generally did better than EE pacified me a little.
But I am still very disappointed with my Bio results =(



Story-telling time nao =)

Wednesday

Skipped MS and went to Loudspeaker =) But found out later that Ms Priya didnt enter class at all. Haha. All the guiltiness went bye bye. :D Qing, Mien, Manie, Mindee and I, plus the boys.

Had lotsa fun. Jay Chou♥. I like. :D


Thursday

Had our MS final exam. Phew. First time I told so many lies in one hour. Luckily me not Pinocchio xD Finished fast, left the hall fast fast. Went out for lunch.

Who knows:

Cendol factory not open.
Kodomo not open.
Japanese restaurant not open.
Master Chef not open. -.-

We sure had luck.

Finally stumbled upon a Nasi Beriyani shop which looked quite okay. xD
Yubei found it scary and didn't dare to enter. Lols.
Food not bad. But the atmosphere was kinda weird. The boss talking VERY LOUDLY on his phone. Deserted restaurant with the waitresses staring at us as we took pictures -.-

PEEKTURES!

=)

Friday

Our very last MS lesson + presentation. So everyone had to go to college =)

Had bio class in the morning, after that we went to cheese prata. I MISSED MUSHROOM CHEESE SO MUCH. Didn't expect so many people to go though -.-

But we had fun =) One of the last times so many people ate together =)

And of course, took a lot of pictures xD

MS class in the afternoon, at the end of the class, photo session again! xD

The beans group v perasan. Take pictures non stop -.- Still say us girls hiao. Hahahahahahaha.

And of course, Friday, I received the sweetest birthday present ever :) ♥

Life? Death.

I will not and cannot die.
At least not yet.

It has come to the time that I realise the stupid mistakes.
But isn't it too late?

How silly was that girl few years back?
Trying to take her own life?
Was life that intolerable back then?

She did not cherish her time.
She did not cherish her health.
She did not cherish her life.





I shall enjoy every second from now on, amidst the fear that engulfs me every single moment.At least try.


I shall smile my best.

I want that cute lil' tooth.

Went for follow-up at Dr. Lou's on friday. :)
Though it was long, torturous and caused my teeth excruciating pain,
I enjoyed watching the revolving molar! Hahaha.

Apparently Dr.Lou got a figurine from overseas.
A gigantic molar figurine. Surrounded by little people working on it.
And it revolves. :D
Hahaha. So cute.
Feels like a musical box under the accompaniment of the usual music in the clinic :))

I want one too. It's cute. :)

The kakak told me it was a 'Pre-molar', the 'gigi terbesar dalam mulut'.
LOL. I giggled when I heard that.
I had 2 pre-molars extracted and they definitely don't look like that!
Molars are the largest teeth.
And only molars have roots that branch out like that.
Including wisdom teeth, they are also molars xD
Luckily doctor didn't hear that. I think she'll get murdered. =X
Hahaha.



Haha. Enough of teeth.
Yesterday Ah chai gugu, Yeefeng jiejie and family came visiting =)
Had dim sum for breakfast together.
(Didn't really enjoy though, with the teeth pain and the dontliketoeatmeat disorder)
Couldn't eat much.

Spent one afternoon keeping an eye on Joshua.
Haha. Only 3 years old, and already so intelligent.
Bravo. :D

Joshua playing with scissors and paper xD

Didn't know what to do to keep him occupied, so I opened M.Paint and let him doodle. xD He's quite a natural with computers. Kids nowadays...

  His masterpiece

When the refridgerator repairman came, Joshua was very curious and kept playing with his tools and asking what they are. :D
I see an engineer in the making! Haha.

 Future engineer? Haha.

But weird though.. I was like that too when I was a kid,
but surprisingly didn't inherit any of my dad's genes that code for intelligence in Physics, chemistry and Maths. Hahahahahaha.
What went wrong? :D

Shattered. Heart.

Yes, I used to be.

Not anymore.

Some stories - Post mocks =)

MOCKS are over ! ! Finally. Worth some celebrating yea? :D
I guess I better buck up and study like there's no tomorrow.
Stupid papers. Either I can't do or I couldn't finish on time. :X

Study break next week :)) I guess it really means S.T.U.D.Y.
Or else don't know how I'm gonna die man.
But I won't want to go back to college after break ):
I reckon I'm gonna be humiliated by the marks on the exam papers. o.oa

 *

Haha. Enough of exams. Today had lotsa fun cari makan! Hahahaha.
Went with Yubei, Juliette, Solhah and Mindee to eat Sup tulang kambing.
Nice lar wei. Thanks bei bring us go eat. Though I didn't get the chance to drool in your car. HAHA.

It has been a long time since I LOL-ed  with them :D Those 3 girls (Yubei, Juliette, Solhah) epic at laughing wei! :D Laughed sampai the people from the other tables turned around and stared at us. HAHAHAHAHA! !

Havent eaten such a happy meal with friends for such a long time. Considered some sort of celebration yea? Haha. Yummm. Nasi lemak, sup kambing, milo :D Nice and hearty meal compared to eating in the cafeteria o.oa Haha. Happy happy day.

Sad to think about graduation. I hate parting :(
Friends should stay together, don't you think so?

Juliette Yong, glad you're back :)

*

28 September 2010.

It felt weird seeing the date written on the whiteboard in MPH, above the words "Biological Science 9.00am - 12.10am". Hmmmm.

Having my birthday during mocks. What an experience. o.O
Happy birthday koala too. =)
Koala having holiday while I spent my bday pia exams =(
Thank you Ghanesh for 'congratulating' me being born on this date. HAHA.
Nevertheless, I still had a great day with all the wishes =))

Was studing bio, while the messages started coming. Haha.
First was Ko liang, then Pei Ling, and all the other friends who remembered :)  
♥ Love ya.

Received a few touchy touchy sweet sweet messages. :)))

Thanks bestie Pei Ling, first birthday that we are apart :(

Thanks Ko Liang, and I ♥ your surprise :) Bestest birthday present!

And someone that made me super touched by typing a 4 page long messsage! Haha. Shocked ttm when I first opened it. Thanks Yubei! I♥you banyak banyak. 

Thanks Michelle and Baa for the limited edition, one in a million watches :D But not every day's my birthday, you know hor? Haha. It hurts tau ><

Thanks Qing for the blogpost :)

Thanks my friends for the wishes and hugs ♥

I had a great one.  :D

Of 'awesome-ness'

Just now someone asked me whether we have any tests next week. I had fun scaring people. Yay. (Although I was going to die as well >< )

Let's see.

Monday 

Bio test

Maths investigation & presentation

Peptide write up

(Award ceremony)

Tuesday

Physics test

Maths investigation

Chemistry practical

Wednesday

 Bio Assessed practical

Thursday

Maths investigation

Chemistry prac write up

Friday 

EALD task 4

Awesome, isn't it?

But it isn't the most awesome week. There were worst D:

Yay. Say hi to school reopen :D

And clap for an unproductive mid term break! *clap

曙光 (欧菁仙)

 

曙光

每当我很不开心的时候
我总爱对自己说
这世界不是小小的屋檐
天空好大好远

不经过寒冬哪来梅花香
没有黎明怎么会有曙光
人生的道路崎岖或平坦
还不是要自己去承担

等待天亮 期待曙光
将心中阴霾都照亮
假如全世界不再有黑暗
我的生命会不会更灿烂

谁能够只有快乐不悲伤
遇到挫折不沮丧
人生的旅途怎样多变幻
要靠自己的判断

Almost forgot this song, the song that I used to love when I was young.
I am disheartened now. Depressed. Sad. Can't think straight.
I cried. But what can I do?

This song came to me. Suddenly.
It dawned on me. What happened to the words that used to encourage me?
What happened to the cheerful girl who used to wave troubles away with a smile or laugh?
Who believed that nothing is impossible, nothing can be done?

In her place came a girl who drop tears easily.
Who dare not put her trust in fear of hurt.
Who is afraid of challenges and mountains.
Who is not strong. At all.
She is weak, fragile, weather-beaten.
A weakling, who needs someone to care and be there for her.

I hate her. I despise her.
I want the me back.
But where can I find me?
When can I get my sky back?

I guess.. I'm lost.

Playground

Friday night dear texted me and said she wanted to go to the playground. I wondered. "Huh? Playground? For what?" But still agreed to accompany her.Haha. She's my dear what :D

So we went on Saturday. Haha. Two crazy fellas. Went playground at ten in the morning to get sunburnt. D:

Hmmm. Turned out that she wanted to practice che ling. Lol. But we ended up singing, playing, chatting and taking peektures xD We even recorded the song Seri Perling. Keep on NG. Siao. :DD I even changed the lyrics of xing qing as we were looking at the sky :D

I really miss old times. Back then.. We used to play there too. With Suz Zane. We used to walk back and walked cross the playground as a shortcut. We used to.

We are still as childish as before. =))
Sometimes, living in the past isn't a bad thing after all.

Ily dear. 

Friends forever.♥

9.9

肩膀上的手,永远都不会是你的.

学会了这些..你就不会EMO了?

1、学会冷血，只对对我好的人好，对某些人，简直就是浪费感情又浪费时间。

2、学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着，让别人看不穿你的伤心。

3、学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，要知道世界总是孤单的，地球也只有一个啊，它都寂寞那么久了，我们算什么。

4、学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，笑给别人看，哭给自己听就好。

5、学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默。

6、学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了。

7、学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐。

8、学会满足，所谓知足常乐。想想小时候一颗糖果就可以开心一整天了。

9、学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做。

10、学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气，多了会惹人厌的。

11、学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事。

12、学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手。
Source

我想我做不到吧?

Another long weekend.

一个人就好

街 挤满了欢笑

太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好

为什麽 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以後 我一个人过 就很好
心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角

一个人,

其实也没什么所谓..

Finally

It is over. (:

No more nightmares. No more worries. Less tears.

10hours

In 10 hours time, it's all gonna be over. (:

No more nightmares. No more worries. Less tears.

24hours

In 24 hours time, it's all gonna be over. (:

No more nightmares. No more worries. Less tears.

♥

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay. ♥

screams went unheard

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.


Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

I will make it.

I read the letter once again. Once again, I cried reading it. Sorry. It didn't put a stop to my tears, like what you hoped it would. It made my tears fall even easily.

It was a letter of motivation. But also a letter of high hopes.I know you trust in me, that I can make it. And how much you want me to make it. You put high hopes on me, hoping I can do you proud. In him too. I want to make it too. It's my desire. My dream.

Knowing your hopes,I cry more. Cry when you're disappointed. Cry when I feel I didnt give my all. Cry when I achieved more than expectations.

I will continue to pray. For you, and for me.

I will press on,

and make it all the way till the end,

which will also be my new beginning.♥

Pleyrapinton (:

Shahira and Koala came back, yay (:
So we went for dinner in Jusco Bkt Indah.At first thought mum wont let me go.. Since she didnt allow me to go with Ko Liang, Qing and Solhah.
But I guess she's okay with us girls going out. Hehes.
Pity Koala left in a while. Didnt talk much :(

It isn't my day. LOL.
Due to miscommunication I landed in front of PL's house and they landed in front of my house -.-
Then I accidentally broke something in Jusco and had to pay.
Sigh.
.......

But anyway, love hanging out with them, exchanging stories.. (:
Took one hour to finish our dinner. Haha.
Cause we had too much to talk :D

Yay. See you girls next time. (:
Jom let's go KL, Malacca and Singapore end of the year!

用心看?

 

也许向后退 ,在你乱码似的人生中 , 

可以发现一个美丽温柔的秘密.

我希望你看得到.

因为..

那就是我想对你说的.

Youth Leadership Camp( June) Video

Yay. This evening we gathered at marketing to watch these two videos :)

Brings back lotsa memories and laughter. :D
2 hours later both videos are already on facebook! Haha.

Thanks a lot a lot a lot to Shin Yeong who spent ages putting them together :)

Loves. 

Raving

Sorry to the people I have scolded these days.Esp Terence and KangYi.

Kang Quan & Hui Bing too. Sorry that I gave you a shock.

I admit. I was super annoyed and super annoying.

Second youth leadership camp :)

Hello. Too many things happened lately. Been through countless extreme mood swings the past two weeks. People been asking me to cheer up. But it isn't easy. It's not you going through it.

Promised Baa not to be sad today.So.. Shouldn't put sad faces like this >> :( in my post today ba.

Been to 2nd Youth Leadership camp of the year last week. Its like... very fun. But I cant compare it with the first. They're both fun, but in different ways.

I still remember before the camp, Jiajie and I were very frustrated.YLC was on saturday, and we were told on monday that we were in charge to gather SAs for the camp, and ShinYeong wanted the list of SAs ASAP. What went through my mind was: 'Why us in charge? We're new SAs. And in such a short notice?!' Sigh. So.. super frustrated de lor. Two of us ran around, asking people, messaging people, bla bla bla. Plus Diploma people cant, most ALEins cant. It was really difficult to find 10 people. But alas, thank God, there were angels. Qing, Baa, Michelle, Vijay, Roger, Joey.. thanks a lot. You saved us :)

Yea. So.. the camp. It wasn't as bad as I thought. And we werent as busy as we were in the last camp. After registration, opening and stuff, Jiajie and I still had time to do the EALD slides. Lol. Yay.

Then, games.. As usual, icebreaking, flag making, station games,bla bla bla. There were a couple of very special groups at my station =) One was real clever, one didnt stop complaining (almost asked them to shut up -.-), one super drama, and one.. was super quiet, slow and steady :) Like them sia.

Yay. At night we had a very special programme on :) *Drum roll~

Searching for Miss sunway! <3

Haha. That was the best part of the camp, swear! :D

We even dolled up one of our male SA into Miss Malaysia :D

He was the prettiest :)

Haha. Didnt know shin yeong had talent in fashion design.:D You should see the outfit he made, and the bra thingy. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Pro lar wei.

Highlights :

 The contestants :)

 Vijay with our Miss Malaysia :)

 Opps. :X

Wow! Hen daaaa.

I like him. He looks so elegant. :)

Miss Korea, crowned miss sunway 2010 :)

(Hope Miss Malaysia doenst kill me, at least I mosaic-ed his pictures :P)

Really a fun night :) All of us put ribbons in our hair. <3 Blue for SAs, Orange for staff. Haha. Even the guys like shin yeong and jeff put them on too :D

=))

After bath bath, we went 7 eleven together. Baa, Qing, Vijay and I. =)) Buy food. xD

Enjoyed sitting in Vijay's car la. The speakers damn shiok man. :D

Chatted with some of the campers from Pai Chee, Mersing. Haha. The '睡没有醒' gang. LOL. Funny sia they all. They belanja us mersing famous bread with kayu taste :D

And twisties with kilang taste. :D

Slept in marketing office that night. Comfortable sia. Nicer than Ping Pong room :D

Was woken up the next day by : 'Germany won...' Haha.

The second day. What happened ar? Oh yea. CHOCOLATTE!! Haha. When qing, Baa and Jiajie demo-ing on the stage, Gwyen asked me to go amongst the crowd. haha. And I danced behind lor. The gang behind hor, almost made my tummy burst. HAHAHAHAHA. By their hilarious 'self-created' dance moves. Hahahahahahaha! 

Haha. Dont really remembered what happened after that. Bfast, egg, limbo? A bit vague now, after a week.

But I remember we had a sharing session. I shared. Funny the way I debated whether to share or not to share. But I decided to go for it :) Cried again. Not going to repeat what I said. But I needa say, I really admire John :) He is a motivation :)

Yay.. Bla bla bla.. Camps over?

Think so. Really dont quite remember the sequence. LOL.

Oh yea.Almost forgot. I met a very special person in the camp :) It's such a small world :) I met someone called Diong. Haha. Don't know whether we had any faint blood ties anywhere or not. :P His dad has the same surname as my mum, and my dad has the same surname as his mum. A big LOL! Almost couldn't believe it. Haha. And our parents came from Sitiawan :) Simpang Dua and Simpang Tiga vs Simpang Lima. Haha. real special :)) Didi, next time we go back together kay?

Haha. So. That's all ba. And thanks a lot to qing and baa dear for taking care of me :) *Loves. And to the campers, glad that you all enjoyed the camp! see you soon <3

Great memories will never fade. ♥ you all.

有些人，有些话..

有些话人们总爱藏在心中，

不是因为不想知道结局，

而是害怕结局不是自己想要的...


有些话人们总是挂在嘴上，

不是因为喜欢说他念他，

而是想要他时时刻刻都记得...


有些话人们总是说不出口，

不是因为没有勇气，

而不想破坏现有的感情...


有些话人们明知道不该说，

却始终还是说出口，

因为想要知道故事会有怎样的变化....


有些话人们明明知道该说，

却始终都说不出口，

因为害怕面对自己承受不了的压力...


有些话人们明知道是谎言，

却依然说得头头是道，

因为不想自己的谎言别他人给拆穿...


有些话说得越多，错得越多，

却始终还是把话给说完，

因为现在不说，

或许以后就没有机会再说了...


有些话说多了，说多了意义就不在了，

有些话说少了，没人能领悟话中意思，

有些话说对了，就算是错的也被接受，

有些话说错了，就算是对的也被排斥...


说话就是这么神奇的一件事情，

总是真实地表达了某些人某些事，

却包含着许多的虚伪的布置与摆设...

要了解一段话真正的意思，

就必须真正了解说话的人...

By 慕康

I can NEVER beat KangYi.

It's as true as the fact that I can never beat ZhuYen.

SO PLEASE STOP IT. I beg of you.

Buddies' birthday!

 Nothing beats hanging out and catching up 

with buddies ♥

Yesterday accompanied Pei Ling back to SMKSP to get the buku koko.

Surprised to find that Mr.Lai has lost weight! Hahahahaha.

We joked that he was stressed out by the current batch of SPM-ers xD

Went CS to celebrate Pei Ling & Kai Wen's bday =)

Ate lunch and cake at Kim Gary. 

Glad that Pei Ling liked my present :D

  

Watched Toy Story 3 together.=)

Nice movie.
Hilarious, warm and touching.

Made me remember the Woody figurine I had when I was young. =(

Great day =)

Oh ya, and the joke of the day was when Koala met Andrew :P

'诶, 你是谁啊?'

Hahahahahahaha xD

But pity Eyra couldn't be back this time =((

Badminton

Played badminton with Ko Liang and Solhah this morning =))
It seems AGES since I played badminton!
Happy dao... 
Tired but had lotsa fun =)

I LOVE BADMINTON! =))

church camp 2010!!

HLCE church camp =))

Friday ponteng college for it!
Went in Uncle KT's car. Haha.
Very grateful to him, ferrying us there and back. =)
God bless ya, Uncle KT!

Raymond was holding the map all the time, ahaha.
We joked that we were going to bury him in the sand horizontally if we got there, vertically if we didnt manage to reach,
meaning he was gonna be buried anyway!
LOL.

Raymond the tourist+navigator. 

Looks so professional la :D

Uncle KT brought us to the light house in Port Dickson xD

Reached, then changed and went to the beach for volleyball!

Haha. I really don't know how to play la. 

Felt very 'zo deng' and 'tai sai'. ==

In the end just sat there and watched them play.

The sand was full of this '榴梿'thingy, 

soo painful when we kena pricked, walking on the sand barefoot.

Ish -.-

After beach finally went to our apartment =)

Nice lar wei. Our room so cute.

Can see the beach from our balcony too.

Our room =)

Beach view. So pretty.

We had to share an apartment with Uncle Teck Hui and Auntie Joy,

Hehes =)

There was a funny episode, 

- We left the room thinking they went out,cutting off the electricity. But Uncle Teck Hui was in the bathroom, he couldnt bath. Ahaha.

Oh ya. And our group for the camp - YABA DABA DOO!

The awesome-est group ever. HAHAHA. 

Awesome. With inverted commas xD

Blek.

We had the best leader too! - Joshua Foo :D

First night after supper we played pool =)

Rachel, Moeba, Fiona, Sean, Sheena, Yee Haw and I, 7 of us =)

I didnt manage to score anything =(( 

Rach, Yee Haw and Moeba did. :D

Sean was so funny, you should've seen him play cheat. Damn funny lar wei.

Haha, had fun there, but were traumatised by the family 

singing indon songs in the pub -.-

Was it singing? Or screeching will be a better description? xD

After that followed the guys to another beach.

Went in Daniel's car. xD

Daniel, I LIKE YOUR LIGHTS! xDD

Bathed in the romantic moonlight when they were playing soccer.

HAHAHA. Exaggerating.

We played with the sand,joked, sang, scaring each other.

'Dead bodies' 'Ashes' 'Pontianak' 'Ghost' 'Tsunami' 'Blood'

Hehe. Went back 12 something. 

Slept 2+ am.

2nd day we had lotsa fun playing by the beach and in the sea.

=))

May the pictures speak~ :D

 Jonathan and Claudia =)

Playing in the sea =))

 Rachel & Fiona

Yee Haw & Jonathan playing beach volleyball =D

 Moeba & Claudia =)

I have seaweed!! xD

Cheryl and sheena's sandman xD

Playing with the boat thingy =)

It was fun playing with the sofa-like boat thingy, 

but we broke the rope. HAHAHA.

The boys had to be punished for us,

being made to arrange the life jackets over & over again,

as we girls cabut very fast.

LOL.

Then had 'kampung olympics' & telematch.

Our group was the 'lao ji'est, but had lotsa laughs. xD

Bowling xD

Then, retro night! We didnt dress up, ahahaha.

Only rach and raymond did. xD

 Raymond Lim cool sia!

Watched the dressed-up people dance and catwalk.

Funny lar wei.

Haha.
Participated in the 比手画脚 game. Ahahaha.
Proposing. Roti Prata ---> Driving. Superman ---> stripping xDD
Lots of laughs :D

Then we had Limbo rock and Dance floor!

HAHAHA. Best part of the night.

Cant believe I can still do that -.-

Champions were Joshua Foo and Pearl =D 

Pastor Raymond for the above 40 deacon's court category. HAHAHAHA.

Joshua, Pearl, Pastor Raymond FTW!

Disco. Had fun rotating the disco ball ;D

WE DANCED TO THE BEAT!

Haha. Nice lar wei.

Happily went to sleep. xD


Woke up to the 3rd and last day.
Prize giving.. Last session.. Photo taking..
Watching Jonathan fool around by the pool, imitating the malay guy. HAHAHA.

I love my gift =)) Tiger Music Festival Guitar magnet. So pretty =)
Thanks to Aunty Toon Fung's Baskin Robbins xD

Packed afta lunch and camwhored in the room for the last time. Hehes. =)

Chrch camp 2010.

It was special. Brought back fragments of memories.
of 红鸟, Kem bencana and Youth Leadership camp...

It touched me.
Made me go beyond myself.
In the fist session during the singing I was trembling..

During the prayer I gave a shudder.
It wasn't cold. Not at all.
Why? Was it the Holy Spirit?
I wonder.

It was fun.
Syiok.

A camp like no other.
One word... AWESOME!
:D

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Photos mostly by Amanda.
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